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"𝐒o y'all argued?" Ella asked to be sure.
Kafeyah was actually on the phone with Ella telling her bout her lil argument with Zymeir.
" Yes and every since then it just became weird between us" she sighed " It's like he doesn't wanna get close to me anymore afraid that he might hurt or upset me again"
Kafeyah became extremely worried about him because he's now completely closed off. Kafeyah grew to care and like Zymeir, so seing him like that hurt her.
But it was true, just like Kafeyah Zymeir cared and really liked Feyah, and to see that he hurt her unintentionally made him feel like straight shit. To him the only solution for this not to happen again was distancing himself from her but obviously he's more hurting than before.
You know I tried to do the things to make you happy' But I guess ain't nothing good enough for you baby,
" Well i get where he's coming from, if one day i hurt you on purpose or unintentionally i would want to distance myself from you. So i won't hurt you no more. You can't blame him for that ma, he's trying to protect you from him. But why won't you talk to him?" Ella asked confused
" Every time i tried he waved me off telling me that nothing was wrong Ella. I don't wanna annoy him by asking the same thing over and over" she shook her head
" Well you need to tell his ass to wake the fuck up and tell you what the fuck is wrong" she shrugged
" I wouldn't say it like that, but you're right" she sighed " I can see it every time that i look at him, something is most definitely wrong" she frowned
" Well don't let me hold you back, go get your man back sis!" Ella exclaimed
" Caresha please" she waved her off
" Bi-get the fuck off my phone" Ella hung up
" Well damn" she chuckled.
Kafeyah took three deep breaths, not knowing what was coming, and pressed on Zymeir contact.
It rung three times before he picked up the phone with very low eyes, again.
" Hi meir" she slightly smiled
" Wassam" he nodded at her making her frown—Kafeyah was so used to him calling her 'mama' or every other nickname that now it just felt weird for him not to say it.
" Can you please talk to me" she pleaded
" Girl i am talking to you fuck you mean?" he scrunched his face up
" Zymeir please stop the act! you fa' real think ian' see that something was obviously wrong with you. I've been with you almost every day during the past month. I know when sum is wrong with you Kalane and to know that you ain't coming to me to talk about it is pissing me off. You even said it 'never be ashamed to ask for help'" she quoted his exact words.
" So don't be and talk ta' me, please" she pleaded
" There is nun to talk about Feyah, i just don't wanna hurt you mane" he sighed
" Then don't" she inquired
" Kulture we already had this conversation, no. I won't do it and you know it" he shook his head at her stubbornness
Kafeyah sighed defeated, she knew that once he said something he wouldn't be repeating himself. As much as she wanted him to stop there was no way he could and that saddened her. He was as stubborn as her and won't listen to anything.
" Zymeir please, at least try" she begged
" Fuck do you not understand in the word no. You outta all people should know that ian' repeating my fuckin' self mane"
" Okay Zymeir" she mumbled before hanging up.
Kafeyah was mentally and physically drained. Zymeir was actually one of the only people who were keeping her sane. He made her forget about all her problems and insecurities. Zymeir was there for her whenever she needed help and now she was trying to do the same thing, but he won't let her. Zymeir won't let her in too scared to hurt her again.
Got me thinking about my personal life, got me thinking bout you.
But what he didn't know was that he's more hurting Kafeyah by distancing himself than staying.
What he thought was right was wrong, extremely wrong.
" Fuck yo simp ass is in ya' feelings fa'? if the bitch can't accept you and how you is then let her go" Dom scrunched his face up
Dom didn't like Kafeyah at all. She was the main reason on why Zymeir didn't get high that often anymore and it was ruining his plan.
" Ion' know mane" he sighed, " Cause she is right, but my stubborn ass don't wanna hear shit" he chuckled bitterly
" So you gon let one bitch decide of your entire life fa' you? fuck type shit is that bro"
" She ain't deciding shit, she is helping me make better decisions for myself. But my stupid ass had to be ungrateful and now i prolly lost her " he put his head in his hands.
Tried to love you right, Tried to love you Baby Now you got me up late at night, sitting in a dark room,
Zymeir felt defeated, he lost the only person who didn't give up on him like everybody else. He lost the only person who was willing to help him and be there for him every step of the way.
He lost Kafeyah.
TO BE CONTINUED...
my babies going through it, but it gets better i promise
