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𝐙ymeir woke up from his nap checking the time, he saw that it was going on 5 pm and that Kafeyah still haven't contacted him yet. He found it weird considering the fact that he didn't do anything wrong, or at least he didn't remembered doing so.
He went trough his call log and pressed her contact before it instantly went to voicemail.
" Mane what the fuck" he scrunched his face up
I feel like you been acting different (Yeah) Feel like you always in your feelings, yeah
He tried again and again, but every time he tried it went to voicemail.
" Aye nigga gimme ya' phone fa' a min" Zymeir said as he stepped in Rantz room.
Rantz thought nothing of it and gave him his phone. " I'll be back in a min" he said before leaving the room.
Zymeir went to the phone app on Rantz phone and dialed Kafeyah's number. He waited a few seconds before the call went trough and she finally answered.
" So you ignoring niggas and shit now?" he stated as soon as she picked up.
" Zymeir please stop talking to me" she mumbled already annoyed by the situation.
Feel like you so numb, you can't even feel it no more I feel like we distant
" Fuck i do to you bra? this morning we was good and now you ignoring niggas fa' no concrete reason" he scrunched his face up
" So yo stupid ass don't remember shit you did earlier?" she snapped—-Zymeir was really playing with her nerves and she didn't like that at all.
" Kulture fuck i told you bout cussin' at me, ion' like that shit" he frowned
" At this point i really don't give a fuck about what you like and what you don't like Zymeir!" Once you got Kafeyah mad, she always had a smart mouth and bad attitude, she couldn't stop it.
" Yo Kafeyah you buggin' fa' real, ion' know what the fuck i did yo!" he snapped frustrated—not knowing what he did to make Kafeyah upset was really frustrating and aggravating to him.
" Zymeir you got high, and let your homeboy talk to me any kinda of way" she frowned " Why can't you see that they aren't doin' anything good to you" she sniffed
Kafeyah being the emotional girl she was, got overwhelmed with the situation and finally let her emotions out.
" I really did?" he frowned ignoring her last statement.
" Yes you did Zymeir and i don't appreciate it. All i did was look out for you because obviously you weren't in the right state of mind to do it yourself"
Still feel like you the one Feel like you smarter than me, feel like I'm dumb
" I-i don't remember doing so" he mumbled
" How come you don't remember Zymeir?"
" I don't remember anything when i'm high, that's why i didn't know why you were upset with me earlier" he sighed
Feel like you someone I can learn from Feel like I don't know what I did
Kafeyah obviously didn't know this and felt like an absolute fool for cussing at him when she could've handled the situation better.
" I-i didn't know" she frowned " I'm sorry for cussing at you meir"she apologized
" No! don't apologize fa' shit that's my fault" he shook his head refusing to let Kafeyah put the blame on herself.
Feel like I'm a vegan, I don't like to beef But I gave you a reason, that's alright with me
" Zymeir you obviously need to stop smoking, weed ain't doing anything good to you" she shook her head
" Weed is the only thing that kept me alive Kafeyah, weed is the only thing that got me when i lost everything. It's like you asking me to leave my mother and never look back at her again" he sighed
" Sometimes you have to leave the people you love the most or were always there for you for a new and healthier start Zymeir" she softly said
" I'm not ready yet Kafeyah" he shook his head " I can't even spend one day without smoking, what makes you think that i can stop like that" he stated
" That's why you got me Zymeir" she said " I'll be there with you for the entire process, the same way you're doing me" she reasoned
" I can't do that Kafeyah and you know it, end of conversation. I'll talk to you tomorrow" he hung up not leaving her the time to say anything.
" Hea' preciate you bra" Zymeir gave the phone back to Rantz
" No problem broodie" he responded before putting his attention back on the TV.
Zymeir went back to his room, and laid down on his bed staring at the ceiling. He let the words of Kafeyah sink in and as much as he wanted to stop, he couldn't. He didn't want to be in this world without weed. Weed was the guidance he needed. He needed weed to fonction correctly and unfortunately for him it became an addition that he didn't know anything about.
Weed was the only thing who kept him alive for all these years. Quitting it felt like a betrayal or cheating to him. After all, why would he betray something that saved him back in the days?
Feelings
TO BE CONTINUED...
my babies had their first argument *sniff* do y'all have any remarks about it?
i know this was short but i didn't really know what else to write
song of the chapter: feelings feelings by sy ari da kid
