lost

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I lost myself. Physically? Yes. I am here.


Mentally? No. I am not here. I am nowhere.


I've changed a lot. I have suddenly lost myself


Amongst everything, I left here. This whole world


I no longer know where I am. I've disappeared


Nothing feels real anymore. I don't feel me


Everything just feels like a dream. It's not real


What I would call "reality". I don't feel it


Not like I used to anyways. What is this named?


Is this the feeling they call..........derelitization?


It should stop now. The feeling SHOULD of stopped by now




Amongst my many new styles 

Amongst my resurrection 

Amongst this turbid pandemic 

Amongst my big change in tastes 

Amongst the large (possibly take away the large) stress in school work 

Amongst losing lots of friends 

Amongst these new, strange emotions 

Amongst my brand new hobbies 

Amongst coping with this drama 

Amongst the online drama 

Amongst the useless therapy 

Amongst this epiphany 

Amongst meeting brand new people 

Amongst appreciation 

In a way I never was before































That one sense of reality has now left





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