Quarantine Poems

Reality

I keep on thinking that I am full
But in this reality I'm starving
I am out of donuts; out of time
Everything...always...ends......eventually.

Donuts give you empty calories
Throughout the year I've been eating donuts
Munch, munch, munch, munch, munch, munch, munch, munch, munch.
Eat too many and you'll always get destroyed.

I can't handle the real world. 

Reality, is just too much for me. 

And now that I no longer have donuts 

My whole world is starting to crumble.

It hurts, because I was trying to help.
You've given me false hope, and empty carbs.
It's been a month, and I still miss you.
You've torn me apart inside, you know.

It feels like my heart is being stabbed.
My weeping heart can't handle anymore,
donuts that destroy my inner thoughts.
Donuts that will slowly rip me apart.

This year, I've eaten two, large donuts.
Two group chats, that ended up falling apart.
I've eaten countless munchkins this year
Countless empty calories, this past year.

The donuts are so tasty right now
But I will regret eating so many.
These donuts are so good and filling.
I know it's fake filling, temporary.

I want to know....what happened to me?
I no longer feel full. No matter what,
I eat, I never feel full.
Or maybe i was never hungry to start.

I am on a donut addiction.
I struggle when it comes to letting go.
Though, I always think I moved forward
Just to later chase after the lost thing.