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Chapter 3 - RUDE

FRIDAY NIGHT AOBA JOHSAI BUS

Oikawa was the last one on the bus and walked towards his best friend Iwa who he had a massive, all consuming crush on. No, it wasn't a crush, he was completely and utterly head over heels in love wth him.

He walked past Kindaichi and Kunimi, Yahaba and Kyoutani and Matsukawa and Hanamaki who were all seated next to their crushes but none of them wishing to divulge their feelings to each other but all looking happy.

OIKAWA'S POV

I went to sit next to Iwa but he looked at me with disgust

IWA - Go away shittykawa. Can you go and sit elsewhere. I would like to get some peace before we reach the hotel and I don't want to hear your whiney, irritating voice

KAWA - Iwa chan stop being so mean.

I put my best fake smile on even though I felt like I was breaking inside.

IWA - Just fuck off and go sit elsewhere

With that Iwa kicked me off the seat. I could feel tears building up and then Hanamaki put his hand in mine and led me away

HANAMAKI - Iwa, I love you but you are a massive tool. No one deserves to be spoken to like that. Come on Kawa let's go and sit at the front of the bus.

Hanamaki guided his friend gently onto a seat at the front of the bus and sat next to him. He looked at the usually happy, smiling boy and saw tears rolling down his face and his body emitting soft sobs.

KAWA - Makki, why does he hate me so much

MAKKI - I don't think that he hates you Kawa. I think that he feels like he can treat you however he wants because you are always there. He thinks that he doesn't have to try with you because he feels like, no matter what, you always will be.

KAWA - Makki, I'm getting to the point where the only thing that I'm getting from him is abuse and it's breaking me. I don't know how much more I can take.

Makki gently held his hand and started humming a tune and running his fingers through his hair hoping that it would calm his friend down.

IWA'S P.O.V

OMG, he's coming over here. I can't sit next to him. My feelings are taking over and I don't know how much longer I can hold it in. I'm really struggling at the moment, Kawa is a naturally flirty person, I know he's not interested in the people he flirts with but it destroys me inside when I witness it.

IWA - Go away shittykawa

I can't believe the words coming out of my mouth but I can't stop myself

IWA - Go and sit elsewhere. I would like to get some peace before we reach the hotel and I don't want to hear your whiney, irritating voice.

What the hell am I saying, it's like I have no control of the hate filled words spewing out of my mouth even though they are the farthest thing away from my actual feelings. He smiled, his signature fake smile but I could see that I had hurt him. However that didn't stop me pushing him further.

IWA - Just fuck off and sit elsewhere.

Then, I do something so uncalled for. I kick him off the seat and even though he doesn't mean to, I can see the tears fall. Why am I such a jerk.

I look up and there is Makki glaring at me, he takes Kawa's hand and leads him to the front of the bus after letting me have it with both barrels.

MAKKI - Iwa, I love you but you are a massive tool. No one deserves to be spoken to like that.

They walk away but I can hear gentle sobs. He's right I am a massive tool.

I see Matsun walking towards me and I can tell that he's going to lecture me. All of my team mates are looking at me, obviously not liking how I treated their captain.

MATSUN - Please don't kick me. I think that you need to explain what just happened.

IWA - I just don't know how to act around him anymore

MATSUN - Why man, you've been friends since you were small children but you can't keep treating him like this and the violence needs to stop. Can you not see that if you continue like this you are going to lose him.

Matsun wasn't expecting his friend to react as he did. He turned to look at Iwa and immediately noticed tears rolling down his face.

IWA - I can't lose him bro, I'm in love with him and have been for years

MATSUN - We know, it's obvious

IWA - What, I don't understand. How could you, he doesn't like me that way so it's not like it makes a difference.

MATSUN - You two are so dense. How can you both not see just how much you love each other

IWA - What are you talking about? He's straight

MATSUN - Ha ha ha, you think Kawa is straight. He once told me that he'd fallen for you from the very first time he saw you when you were kids but you are breaking him. If you really have feelings for him you need to tell him soon or else he'll be gone forever.

IWA - Will you help me.

MATSUN - Yes of course man. I'll help.