List of Hope

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Entry No. 505

June 27, 2020
Satuday. 8:39 a.m
International Heart Center, Woodbridge

Pen,

Hi. I am writing this entry while sitting on my bed. I am at the Hospital right now. This might be my one of the last five entries to my journal. I overheard my Mom and my Doctor that my days are counted na that I only have 5 days left in my life. I have a heart problem my Dad said na wala ng gamot para dito even the medicines na iniinom ko ay hindi na din umeepekto sakin. Since I was a child kasi ay mahina na ang resistance ko sa sakit, mapayat ako kumpara sa ibang mga bata and also I had a noticable pale skin na talagang unang napapansin sakin kapag may nakakasalubong ako. And I had learned to my personal nurse na one day ay bigla nalang titigil ang puso ko sa pag-pump. Maybe some are thinking na kung bakit nila sinasabi sakin ang mga yan. Well, I talked to them na maging honest sakin because I want to set my mind if ever na..you know what I meant hahaha. I made them swear to God to tell me the truth about my condition and they did naman. That's why matagal palang ay tanggap ko na.

Well, it is okay lang naman na sa akin to go to the other life and meet my Creator but sadly I am worried about my loveones na maiiwan ko dito and believe it or not there are things na hindi ko pa nagagawa..as in never in life.

So, I am thinking to do five memorable things sa loob lang ng limang araw.

I've made a lists of things that I want to do. Here they are:

1. Go to salon and dye my hair to blue.

2. Tell my crush that I like him.

3. Learn how to paint (just the basics)

4. Wear a vintage dress and go to a dinner with my family.

5. Watch the stars at the seaside with my family.

Do you think I can do all of these within 5 days?

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