LAST FIVE DAYS

First Day

June 28, 2020
Sunday, 5:01 a.m
De'alle Valley, Woodbridge

Pen,
So this is the first out of the remaining five days. Today I am planning to do the number one but it is not easy because I need to get the consent of my parents T^T My Mom and Dad are really over protective and strict. Siguro hindi naman na kayo magaask pa kasi nga it is because of my condition. Kahit I am at the right age na (which is 18)  to do everything I wanted ay kailangan ko pang magpaaalam at I honestly understand them. Really.

I breathed air before going to their room para magpaalam. Waah I am very nervous!!!!

I knocked 3 times before they let me in.

"Mom? Dad?" i said while sticking my head to the door.

I saw them sitting to their chairs. By the way, my parents room has a mini sala (I don't know what they called it, so yeah)

"Sweetie, why so early today?" asked my mom while sipping her tea. I walked close to them and sat beside my mom.

"Can't sleep. Hmmm.. Why you two are so early po?"

"Can't sleep too, Sweetie" dad said. I just nodded my head. So, paano ko sasabihin sa kanila? I am really nervous huhuhu

"Do have something to talk about, Lily?" my mom asked while looking at me with her pair of worried brown eyes.

This is it!! I need to ask them.. I breathed three times before looking to them.

"Uhmm.. I w-was no, I mean I am thinking to dye my hair hehe" I said while scratching my head.

"Wait..Mom Dad let me finish first pleaseeee"

They looked so surprise but they still managed to nod their heads.

"Well, *cough* I only have 5 days remaining, r-right? So I am thinking to spend it doing things na hindi ko pa po nagagawa." I stopped for a second to look at their reaction and they are quiet calm, I guess?

I cleared my throat and continued my little speech.

"But don't worry mom and dad I know my limitations and I won't do anything harmful hehe"

They still remained silent. Waaaah T^T I think my hear will explodeeeee. Wait---

"Oh no! My bad. You can talk now po" I said while smiling nervously to them.

My dad cleared his throat and casually looked at my mom. Mom stayed quiet while wiping her tears--- wait. She's not crying, is she?

"I am so sorry Lily" my mom uttered while crying. I hugged her while she is crying like a child.

"My daughter, Lily. Is it what will make you happy?"

I looked at my dad and nodded my head while smiling at him.

"Yes po"

"Then sino kami para ipagkait sayo yan"

"Pumapayag po kayo? Yay!" sabi ko habang mahigpit na niyakap si Mom. I am so happy!!

Minutes passed and my mom stopped crying. I bid them goodbye before I leave their room and happily hopped to my bedroom.

Yippyy!

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"Lily eat your breakfast first before you leave"

Opps. I almost forgot to eat my breakfast. Nagpunta ako sa kitchen to eat and nadatnan ko doon si Mom na nagaayos ng kung ano sa ref. while my dad is eating at the table.

"Looks like Mom is counting again her carrots" I jokily said while sitting. My father just laughed when my mom pinched his arm. While looking at them I felt sad thinking what will happen to them when I'm gone. I dismiss ed that thought. No. No. I am blessed to have them. That's it! I am happy today! You are happy today, Lily.