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soon enough he reached the castle and climbs into his room through a tall tree by his window. as soon as he goes inside he locks the window but goes freezes when someone call his name. 'fuck, i'm screwed

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louis turns around still hoping that it isn't his father because even though he heard his mother's voice, he could never be sure. when he sees his mother sitting on the bed he releases a breath he didn't even knew he was holding. he walks upto her and hugs her but not long after he gets a light slap on his back, confused he looks up to his mother to be on the verge of crying. "where were you? i've been waiting here since last night and you return now? i've been worried sick."
"mum, i know and i'm sorry for leaving like that but something happened last night and that's why i couldn't return. i'm so sorry."
"wh- what do you mean something happened? you're not hurt are you?"

you see, johannah tomlinson, the current queen of caspian and was both a good queen and a great mother. she loved louis with everything she had. it was just his father whom she hated even more than she loved louis. jay knew that louis didn't deserve anything that ever happened to him but she couldn't even do anything about it as long as she was still his father's wife. right now however, jay was concerned because louis wasn't home last night and she was worried something would happen to him. she want what happened all those years ago to repeat itself.

"mum can i be honest with you?"
"ofc honey, what's on your mind?"
"w-would you hate me if i told you i like someone?"

you see, jay knew louis was gay and with mark (his father) being a homophobe, he was scared she would tell mark or maybe something worse. jay looked at her son with a surprised expression on her face. she was shocked to see that louis didn't fully trust her and a bit sad but seeing louis hugging her tightly, she understood his fear. "oh baby, i would never hate you, you are my everything i can't even think of hating you." by this time jay's cheeks were stained with tears, louis quickly pulled up his hands and wiped away the tears with the pads of his thumb. louis hated seeing his mother sad, if it were upto him, he would've taken away every pain from her life, but he couldn't and he didn't like it.

"okay, so about the boy you like. you wanna talk about him?" she asked cracking a small smile. "oh my god ofc mom i would love to talk to you about him." louis' face beemed of happiness. he was so excited to talk to him mom about harry. "so his name is harry and he's the prince of asterin. he's a nice guy and really cute and caring. we met like a week ago at a treehouse inside the forest and honestly mom, it's really cozy. there is something about him that pulled me in mom, i don't know if it's the fact that he's loving or the way his smile lights up the room. it's just everything i believe. you know mom, it's just been a week since i've met him but last night i told him about mark." jay looked like she was going to faint. "you told him?" "yeah mom i did" he said with a small smile.

"b-but aren't you afraid?"

that one sentence made chills run down louis' spine. it was true that he never felt like this with anyone before but the fact of it repeating all over again would destroy louis more. he was a little hesitant but said "ofc i am afraid mom, i cannot even think of how i would live if it all repeated itself. therefore, this time i'll be careful. just don't tell dad please." "louis, do you really think i would take away that one thing that makes my baby happy?" louis shook his head 'no' he knew his mother would never do that to him. she loved him too much for that. " now can i ask where are the clothes you wore yesterday?" it was almost impossible to get anything redder than louis' face at the moment. louis just starred at jay's face unable to come up with an answer. his first thought of was to tell jay that they were harry's but he wasn't ready to answer the questions jay had for him but he still answered.

"the clothes are harry's mom, and before you ask any questions last night the clothes i was wearing were very uncomfortable and i wasn't able to sleep so harry was kind enough to lend me some of his." he quickly blurred out before jay could ask anything. "now can i have something to eat please? i haven't eaten anything since last night." "oh boobear, i'll get you something to eat just wait, okay?" "yeah mom and just don't call me that" he gave jay a smile before she walked out the door leaving louis to freshen up. jay was just in time as louis got out of the washroom with a fresh pair of clothes and towel dried hair. she set down the plate on the table and left him to eat.
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louis was sitting on his bed with his head against the headboard reading a book. the book was quite boring to say the least but it worked. louis had nothing better to do anyway. louis was startled as he heard a lous bang coming from downstairs, a little hesitant, he went down the stair and looled in horror as his mom and dad faught over something he couldn't catch on. louis was honestly tired- his parents were always fighting -one reason or the other. that was one of the main reason louis would go to the tree house.

the treehouse- wait, what was the time? louis was sure he was going to be late. without giving much of a thought he picked up a bag with harry's clothes in it. (washed and freshly ironed) and ran towards the treehouse. harry was a little shocked when he saw a heavy breathing louis standing at the door of the treehouse about to fall down. harry not giving him any chance rushed towards louis and picked him up. he helped him onto the bed and gave him a glass of water.

"louis, lou look at me. what happened?" harry has a concerned expression on his face. louis just looked him in the eyes and without giving much thought he leaned in and kissed harry. it wasn't rushed or desprate, it was sweet and passionate. soon enough louis pulled back and looked at harry. and without even thinking he blurred out "i love you"

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~ Kris xx

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