J Hope stared at the wall. He shouldn't have drank so much the previous night, but also the doctors haven't noticed yet so he might be okay. One nurse noticed, or Jimin spilled, who knows. She just said he's 'about to go through the most stressful part of his life, so he might as well'.
Speaking of the Devil, Jimin walked into the hospital room. It was small and empty. J Hope watched him walk over to the bed. Fuck, did J Hope look sad. It's not like Jimin was looking any happier. He stood by J Hope's bed, a hand running through his orange hair. When they aren't here they can pretend everything is okay but when they're in the hospital... Jimin tries everything he can to not lose his shit.
J Hope just lied there on his side. Everything is white and the bed is pressed against the wall. He reaches a hand out, grabbing Jimin's. To calm himself, and to calm his boyfriend.
Jimin knew J Hope was stronger than him, that's for sure. J Hope sat up on the bed, not wanting to mope anymore. He grabbed a pillow, hitting Jimin and earning a smile from him.
"Stop," Jimin just laughed. He hugged J Hope tightly, trying to keep himself from getting hit again. He kissed J Hope on the side of the head. "I love you."
"I love you, too." J Hope replied, turning his head and kissing him. Jimin backed up after the kiss, they just smiled at each other.
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"Fuck you, Jin" Suga laughed, hitting him with a pillow so hard he fell over. He just landed onto the floor in the pile of feathers.
"Are we seriously doing this?" Jimin asked, but nonetheless grabbing another pillow that wasn't ripped yet. Everyone had gone through so many already, hitting each other brutally.
"AHH" J Hope just squealed as Jimin hit him the same time as RM did.
They weren't getting tired any time soon. They had this going on for hours.
Some were uppercutted with pillows, some were knocked almost senseless.
"J..." Jimin yelled, getting his boyfriends attention only to hit him hard again.
"HA HA HA" J Hope laughed after he hit the ground. They all dealt with that horrid laugh, but loved it.
Jimin got hit in the back of the head by V and he fell to the ground as well. Jimin laid on the floor, laughing. He watched J-Hope as he lied down next to him. Feathers surrounded them, some falling from the craziness going on. Jimin felt J Hope's head on his chest. He looked down and he had never felt happier in his entire life. That was the man he was absolutely in love with. He wouldn't trade it for anything.
J Hope looked up at him. "I love youuu."
Jimin laughed, "I love you too." He kissed the top of his head.
J Hope wouldn't give this up for anything either. They were both so in love.
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"So this is it..." J Hope said. Jimin was in his bed now. Their hands together tightly.
"You're staying here now," Jimin added, barely audible by somewhat choking it out.
"Hey, I'm allowed to go out sometimes," J Hope began, squeezing Jimin's hand tighter, "so break me outta here, okay?"
Jimin just hugged J Hope so, so tight. It was like his life depended on it. J Hope lost his smile, he could feel Jimin's tears running down his neck.
"I'm coming here every single day," Jimin said, choking even worse now. He hugged J Hope tighter before letting go. The back of his hand caressed the side of J Hopes face, "I love you so much."
"Hey, I love you too," J Hope replied. He put his hand in Jimin's hair and brought him to his chest, "stop being like this. I'll be okay."
Jimin smiled, trying to believe it. He wiped his tears on his sleeve. After all, he had to stay strong for J Hope. What kind of boyfriend would he be if he didn't?
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"You're doing what now?" Suga asked. He was angry but tried so hard not to lose his shit.
"I gotta go bail out V," Jungkook repeated himself. He wasn't in the mood for Suga's bullshit at the moment, his boyfriend needed him.
"He's doing God knows what with RM and you still wanna help him?"
"Chill, you don't know what they're doing."
"Uh, I know they're in jail together?" Suga couldn't help but raise his voice now. He knew V wasn't right in the head, but that's no excuse to treat Jungkook the way he does. Leaving him in the dark and just making him wonder, and even getting worried.
"V will explain it, like he said on the phone," Jungkook replied. He shook his head, he was tired of the lecturing. "Just let me go."
"You're drinking on a daily basis now, Jungkook," Suga began as he gestured to all the drinks on the table, "look at what he's doing to you!"
"Just leave me the fuck alone already, I can take care of myself!" Jungkook started moving past Suga. Suga wasn't having any of it though. He leaned over the table, pushing every single drink off the table. Jungkook just stopped and stared at him as it all shattered onto the floor. "Are you fucking kidding me?"
"This isn't you, he's doing this!" Suga put a hand up to his face. He was just concerned about his best friend, was that so wrong?
"Suga, you should leave."
Suga just looked at him, dumbfounded. "You're serious? Would you chose him over me?"
"Uh, yeah I would. He's the love of my life." Jungkook grabbed Suga's shoulder, trying to calm him now.
Suga almost laughed at that statement. "The love of your life wouldn't make you this way." He shoved Jungkook backward, the wall catching him.
"Ughhh" Jungkook was getting so annoyed and angry at this point. He grabbed Suga, punching him in the face at full force and sending him slamming into the wall.
"Really?" Suga held his bruised face. He looked at Jungkook, hardly able to even recognize that man anymore. "This certainly isn't you." He pushed Jungkook once more, this time he landed onto the ground. He was about to get up and make things worse, but Suga grabbed a chair and threw it beside him, shattering everything on that side of the room.
Jungkook just looked up at him in disbelief. Suga just shook his head at him, absolutely no words. Then, he left. Jungkook looked ahead, eyeing the destroyed room.
It didn't matter, he had to go get V. Maybe there's something deeper than he knows. If something is wrong with V then he wants to be there for him.
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Jin stood in front of the mirror, just staring at himself. Maybe trying to ask himself why. It's not like he knew the answer anyway.
He closed his eyes. Nothing but the sound of running water. It was somewhat relaxing. That's how he wanted it. No stress, no thoughts, just for once. He opened his eyes. The first thing he saw in the mirror was the razor blades sitting on the edge of the bathtub. He was ready.
He stepped into the bathtub, shorts and shirt still on as he laid down. He took a deep breath and looked straight ahead. It was better this way, he had to keep telling himself that.
Just then, his phone rang. Against his better judgement, he leaned over and picked it up. "Hello?"
"Hey, it's Jimin... are you able to hang tomorrow? It's kind of an important thing. It'll mean a lot."
Jin hesitated. Should he lie? "Um, sure...yeah, I'll be there."
"Thanks, I appreciate it so much."
Jimin hung up, but Jin could have sworn he was crying. He can't do this. He stood up, putting the razors away and draining the tub. He definitely couldn't do this right now.
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"Fuck, thank you!" V shouted as soon as he watched Jungkook walk through the door. He was behind the cell, RM next door to him.
Jungkook smiled at the way V lit up when he saw him. That's the man he loves. "Hey babe, I came for you."
"Thank you so much," V said as he grabbed the cell bars.
RM was just sitting on the bed, he and Jungkook made eye contact for a second. "I'm guessing you didn't pay mine?"
Jungkook walked over to his cell while V was being released. "I did, you owe me."
"Thank you," RM said. He was honestly shocked to hear it.
Jungkook just looked away. He still felt bitterness towards him. He doesn't know exactly why yet. He still doesn't know what they've been doing, but he trusts them enough to do this.
"Let's go!" V shouted as he stood by Jungkook. RM was being let out and he soon joined them. They followed V, who was a little too excited to be out.
Yeah, definitely his first time, RM thought as they reached outside. He just watched V run around in circles as if he'd been locked away for decades.
"Ready to go?" Jungkook asked as he walked over to his car.
V stopped and looked at him. He looked over at RM.
Jungkook looked back and forth at them. He raised his eyebrows, giving them a look to just tell him whatever they're hiding already.
"So listen, Jungkook," RM began. Jungkook stuck his index finger up to him and looked at V. The staring game was intense.
"I wanna hear it from you."
V's brown eyes met the ground in an instant. "We were thinking... So I know you're mad at me."
Jungkook scoffed, "mad is an understatement."
V looked back up at him. "I'm gonna move in with RM for a while, okay?"
Jungkook swallowed hard. He forgot what breathing felt like. He had to have heard that wrong. "Excuse me...what?"
There was no way his boyfriend he just bailed out just said he wasn't coming home.
"I think it's just best for a while," V said, kicking the ground.
Jungkook was angry, taking a step closer to V. He got cut off by RM pushing on his shoulder. He just looked up at him. "Are you brainwashing him or something?"
"I feel like there's a part of him you just don't understand, Jungkook. It's not permanent." RM just rubbed Jungkook's shoulder to calm him down, but it wasn't making him any better.
"If there was something wrong with Tae, he should deal with it in a healthy way with a happy relationship and a caring boyfriend," began Jungkook through gritted teeth, he eyed RM up and down, "not illegal activity."
"Shit, if that were true, don't you think he'd be happy right now?" RM said with a shrug. It was like he was provoking Jungkook at this point.
"Jungkook..." V could see he was about to lose his shit.
"Fuck you." Jungkook couldn't even look at him. He turned around in anger, quickly getting inside his car and backing out.
RM and V just watched him drive away a bit too fast. V felt guilty. He had a horrible feeling in the pit of his stomach and he couldn't stand it. He looked up at RM, he knew he could make him feel better. He's not gonna deny the feeling he felt as they were shoved against that cop car.
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Run [VKook, VMon, JiHope]
FanfictionSlightly based on the music video to Run. But with major character death and sexual themes. COMPLETE