Chapter 2

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"Okay, I'm feeling high now" V almost choked out. He laughed as he backed away from the wall. He looked over at RM, who was smiling at him.
"It's cool, I think we're done here." RM stood by V, putting an arm around his shoulders. They stood back and admired their work. Misdemeanors and petty theft. They haven't been caught yet, so who cares. V wouldn't give up the thrill for anything.
RM was glad he had someone to enjoy nightly illegal hobbies with. He always liked V the best in the group. He found the most potential in him. He found him the most attractive, too.
"Should we pack up?" V asked. He looked up at RM, and then their eyes met. There was that feeling again. The one feeling about this entire rush that V could just never place. Did he like RM? He couldn't. It wasn't the same feeling he got when he looked at Jungkook.
"Yeah, let's go." RM grabbed the bags they had laid out in front of them. He shoved all the scattered paint cans inside of them.
V helped out, making it as quick as possible. He had uncontrollable giggling as usual. RM noticed he did this after far too many paint fumes. It made him smile to himself though. He liked that they enjoyed themselves like this. He honestly liked it being just the two of them.
"So are you walking me back to my place before the party is over and they notice we're out?" V asked as he stood up.
"As always." RM smiled and nodded at him before leading the way. They walked down the train tracks, their usual path.
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The room was loud, obnoxious and just completely uncomfortable. Jin shifted where he stood. Of course, he was in the corner, hand clenched around a drink he very much needed. Just a red solo cup filled with whatever cheap alcohol the host bought. He prefers their private parties over these public ones, but he hates them all regardless. He just likes seeing his friends happy.
"Why the hell are you still standing there?" Jungkook leaned against the wall next to him. He smelled like alcohol, but what didn't? He slurred on his words. Jin noticed he was the last to get drunk, and he's been drunk for about three hours now.
"I like it here, you know me." Jin replied. His voice was shaking with anxiety. How does he even feel anymore?
"Come have fun, Jin" Suga yelled at him from nearby. Jin rolled his eyes. Every single night.
"I think I should get going pretty soon," Jin suggested. Like every night, they denied it.
"Nah, it's just getting started" Jungkook replied. Jin was beginning to think this was scripted. He looked for Jimin and J Hope, knowing they probably weren't far.
Obviously they'd be making out on the couch across the room. They never care who is around or where they are. It's not like they were horny drunks. No, Jin noticed the looks they gave each other the very few times they parted. It was always love. Jin just never understood why they decide to do it in a public, trashy area.
"You need laid, Jin." Jin looked over to see Jungkook still staring at him.
"I'm good, thanks." Jin looked around, still overwhelmed. "Hey, I think I'm gonna get some air."
"Okay, see ya then."
Jin started walking away, a bit too fast and eager to get out of that place. His mind was blurred and he felt like he was going to throw up. He never has fun at these, why does he bother? His friends don't even like him anyway, why the fuck does he bother?
"Shit!" His mind was too blurred and he was going so fast he didn't see Suga trying to balance three drinks. They parted, Jin looking down at his soaked shirt. "Oh fuck, I'm sorry."
"Shit," Jin rolled his eyes. This is the last thing he needed.
"Want me to help?" Suga asked, all innocent like.
"I'm going home."
Jungkook noticed all the drama in the middle of the room. He noticed how upset Jin looked. It was the only emotion he ever showed anymore. Why does he only notice this when he's drunk? He beat himself up mentally and rushed over. "Hey Jin."
"I don't need it, I'm going home." Jin tried to free himself from his grasp, but it was no use.
"I'll make sure you get home safe. I should head back anyway. Let's go, okay?"
Jin was shocked to hear that. "Thanks."
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It was dark and way past midnight. The air was a bit cold, but nothing they couldn't handle.
RM and V both left the party drunk, and the high from the paint fumes never made it any better. But they insisted on doing this every now and then anyway. It felt like a getaway. Even if they almost kill themselves walking on the train tracks. Sure, they were flat on the ground, but they've had their fair share of trips. Of course, they laugh it off.
By the time they reach V's house, they're both a smiling and laughing mess.
"Thanks again" V said through giggles.
"No problem," RM replied as he nodded at him. "I had fun."
"Same!" V shouted a bit too loud. "You have no idea how much I need this."
RM got a bit concerned, "is there something wrong?"
V's smile faded. "Um, no... It's just, this gives me something to do. Something to even look forward too."
"Don't you have Jungkook to look forward to?" RM said with a slight laugh.
"I love Jungkook, I enjoy being with him" began V, shuffling a little; he didn't expect to have a deep conversation "I just don't feel like myself anymore. I feel trapped, like I'm constantly drowning. I feel routine, like I have to live up to something."
RM placed a hand on V's shoulder. "I get what you mean. I used to feel the same way. I always felt like I had to make my family proud. They would always tell me I was a disappointment to them. Then, I started not giving a fuck."
V looked at him. He looked sad. "How do you just not give a fuck? Teach me?"
"Spend time with me long enough and you'll see," RM smiled at him. "I'll pull you out of the water."
V smiled back at him. He had that shy smile, avoiding eye contact and blushing. RM really liked that smile. "Thanks, RM."
"Anytime." RM brought him in for a half hug under one arm. He felt V's arms around his waist. It lasted just a few seconds.
"I should head inside."
"Yeah, I should get back." It's not like RM ever had anything to go back to. He doesn't have Jungkook's fancy house. He just has a shitty trailer he could hardly even afford. He lives alone, no handsome boyfriend to come home to like Jungkook does. Oh well.
RM watched V, still smiling as he turned around and went inside.

Did we really leave the lights on? V thought as he walked inside. It was hitting 3am, Jungkook shouldn't be home yet.
"V?" Shit, maybe he was.
V was startled, but tried to calm himself. "Oh hey, Jungkook. You're home early."
"I can't say the same about you," Jungkook began as he entered the room; "where have you been?"
V watched Jungkook walk closer to him. He began to sweat a little. Why was he so worried? Jungkook trusts him, he can make something up. Worst case is Jungkook thinks he's having an affair and he's not. V smiled, "I was just hanging out with RM."
"At his place?"
"Yeah, then he walked me home."
Jungkook stared at him. V started to grow extremely nervous.
"Okay."
That's it?
"Sorry, I would have called you but my phone was dead." V tried adding to the conversation. He wanted to make sure Jungkook wasn't mad.
"It's alright," began Jungkook "I was a little worried, but I'm glad you were safe with RM."
Jungkook smiled at him. That genuine smile. V knew everything was okay.
"So why are you home early?"
"Jin."
"Figures," V rolled his eyes. "I don't know why he can't loosen up."
"We'll figure him out," Jungkook laughed. He stepped closer to V. V just hoped he didn't smell the paint, but he's probably too drunk to notice anyway. "So how about we go upstairs already?"
V pressed his lips against Jungkook's. Their arms wrapped around the other tightly, as if afraid of letting go. Their eyes met when they parted. "Let's go." V kissed him again.
They hardly parted as they walked up the stairs and entered their bedroom. V pushed Jungkook down onto the bed. Their eyes met, both having pure looks of lust on their faces.
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"I'm just worried about you," Suga said.
Jungkook hung his head, looking at the floor. "Don't, Tae is good. I mean, he's been distant but he's good."

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V slowly slid his shirt over his head. Making sure his eyes were locked with Jungkook's. Jungkook was already getting hard watching V strip and tease in front of him.
V bit his lip as he undid his pants. Jungkook's eyes darted back in forth from V's face to his body on display just for him. He wanted to touch him already.
Jungkook unbuttoned his shirt and quickly unbuttoned his jeans and tried to poorly kick them off. V wasn't waiting any longer. He sat on Jungkook's lap, sliding the shirt off of his boyfriend's shoulders before biting into them and grabbing his back.
Jungkook's arms wrapped around V, his hands running down his sides and grabbing his ass firmly. He received a gasp from V before he started moaning like a slut as he rubbed his ass against Jungkook's bulge.
"Fuck V," Jungkook breathed, putting a hand up to V's face. He rubbed his cheek, giving him a sexy smile again. V just kissed his hand. "I may be drunk, but fuck, I love you so much."
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"Tae loves me," Jungkook said with confidence. There was no way he couldn't.
"I can tell he loves you, it's just," began Suga, pausing to find the right words, "he seems kinda...broken?"

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"I love you too, Jungkook." V replied. He leaned over to kiss Jungkook so hard it almost knocked him over. He loved devouring every inch of Jungkook, and that's what he's planning on doing.
Jungkook put his hands on V's ass cheeks, spreading them apart so his dick was sliding over V's hole with pre cum. V's moaning was all he needed to go ahead and slip inside. V was tight and Jungkook was big, but it always felt perfect. He felt V's hole stretch around his dick. He only wanted to go deeper and deeper.
V's rolled his head back, a hand dug into his boyfriends shoulder as he began riding him.
Jungkook was gripping his hips tightly. His mouth sucking on the front of V's neck. V was so hot from the warmth and wetness. Jungkook kissed all over his neck and shoulders, enjoying every inch of V that he could get.
V loved watching him do it. He loved digging his nails in Jungkook's back and shoulders as he felt Jungkook pump in and out of him.
V's mouth found Jungkook's against as they laid back and V continued riding him again. It was V's turn to return all the kisses and bites around Jungkook's upper torso. He enjoyed every muscle movement. He loved when he found the right spot to make Jungkook tense up. He loved the feeling of Jungkook's tight muscles under the palm of his hands that were lying flat against his chest. He loved hearing and feeling Jungkook's breathing, the way it would speed up.
Jungkook noticed V's slow in pace so he decided to take over. He had a strong hold on V's hips to hold him in place. He used the strength in his own hips to start fucking V at a fast past again. He earned several moans and obscenities.
V could nearly feel himself getting fucked so deep and hard he was going senseless. It was like being fucked into a coma. His hands were gripping tighter on Jungkook's torso and he no longer had the ability to focus on his mouth on Jungkook. All he could do was scream in pleasure.
Jungkook could fuck like that for a long time. Soon enough they were both screaming the other's name, mixed with a lot of other words. They could feel themselves getting close.
Jungkook grabbed V's hair, forcing him to look at him. The way their eyes met and the facial expressions they gave the other, neither was going to last much longer.
V loved watching Jungkook cum. His facial expression, the way his body tensed under his hands as he threw his head back into the bed. How loud and deep his moans were. V didn't last but two seconds later as he came all over Jungkook's chest.
They were both gasping, coming down from the intense pleasure they always knew how to give the other.
They looked at each other, smiling widely. They kissed. Their hearts nearly exploded every time they kissed after sex.
They got under the covers and held each other close. The smell and warmth of Jungkook always soothed V to sleep; and Jungkook could sleep knowing its V who's in his arms, and it's him who is in V's.

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The week days were more quiet. V snuck out every other night and met RM in various locations. They had some fun then parted ways.
Jin spent most of his time alone or with Jimin and J Hope. V was mainly tired, so Jungkook usually hung out with Suga.
It was that weekend that was the beginning of the end. That weekend is when they all came together, like every single weekend.
They could have never guessed that this week was going to be different for some of them, and nothing was ever going to be the same.
"You ready yet?" Jimin asked, J Hope hanging onto him as they stood outside. They were standing by the train tracks, their secret spot for their personal parties among the seven.
"Yes" J Hope replied, giving Jimin one last kiss. Jimin gave him a wink before turning around and opening the door.
They were greeted by V, the rest stood in the distance. Their room was decorated good for a party. Lights, decorations, drinks, entertainment.
"Hey!" V greeted them. He held the door open for them. "RM isn't here yet."
"Ugh, he's always late," Jimin said, always being a diva. He grabbed J Hope's hand and led him past the narrow hallway until it opened up to a small room. Sure, it was small but plenty of space for them.
Just then, they heard a knock on the door.
"That's RM" Jin said, barely looking up from a book he was reading in the small hallway.
"I'll get it!" Jimin shouted, too eager as he ran to the door. RM opened it himself. "Heyyyy!"
"Sup" RM said. He stepped inside. Jimin was a bit too energetic for his taste at the moment, but he followed him the best he could through the hallway, dodging Jin of course; but hitting his book at the same time and laughing.
Jin just rolled his eyes.
V came over, putting an arm around RM as they entered the room. Jin put the book on the small shelf and followed them.
"Hey!" Jungkook said, waving like a sweetie.
"Hey guys" RM replied, nodding real chill. "You guys ready to get fucked up?"
"Hell yeah!" Jimin replied, plopping down on the couch next to J Hope, placing an arm around him.

It didn't take them much longer to completely change states of consciousness.
Jin was standing alone against the wall with his red solo cup. He watched them destroy the room for sport. They were drunk in almost an instant, throwing things and finding it funny. They raced on swivel chairs, they got into ridiculous costumes accessories Jin didn't even know were there. They were happy, and Jin was fine just watching.
"Hold up!" V shouted, laughing for no reason as he stood up off the couch. He got Jin's attention, as with everyone's. In his weird brown jacket and blue circle glasses, he actually walked over to Jin.
Jin was nervous at this point. "What's up?"
V just gave him a cheeky smile as he bent down into his bag, taking some of the spray paint cans. They spray paint the wall Jin is against all the time, he didn't look suspicious carrying them around.
"Stay still Jinnn" V slurred as he shook the can. Jimin came up to help hold him against the wall. Jin wasn't ready for when V started spraying it around his head. He flinched, then shortly realized V was outlining him as if he were dead.
Honestly, he wished he was.
V didn't even finish before throwing the red paint to the side and grabbing a black can. He sprayed a huge X over Jin's body.
"What the hell?!" Jin said, shocked. V bent over, laughing hysterically. They were all laughing. Jin looked down. The black X was sure visible on top of his white shirt.

Moments later, Jin figured they were pitying him. He and V sat at the table, very chill. The rest of the guys were behind him. They were letting him show off his skills.
V was sitting across from the table, head leaning into his hand. He was bored. They just sat around watching Jin build cards? He was weird. This was hella boring.
Jin slightly smiled to himself as he held together the last triangle of cards, placing them on top of the tower. He smiled, the first time he had smiled in a long time. He backed away slowly. He almost praised himself when all of a sudden, V happened.
V almost had it. He could tell all the others were bored as well. He took his hand and swung it through all the cards fast. The cards flew everywhere, landing all over the table and onto the floor.
Jin looked at V, who swiped a card up and had it resting in his mouth for no apparent reason. He felt a hand on his shoulder. He just felt like fucking crying. That would be incredibly embarrassing though. So he placed a hand on the back of his neck, pretending to laugh a little. Fuck, he just wanted to cry and run away. Why was he always the victim? Why was he not equal to the others?
"So are we going to have fun again now?" V asked, eyeing all the guys through the blue tinted glasses.
"Fuck yeah, let's go" J Hope said, slapping Jin on the shoulder as they all turned around and walked back into the room.
Jin just stood there staring at the wall. Why are they like this? Why is he like this? Was he ever really an equal to them? He raised a hand, wiping the single tear he felt falling from his eye.

"You wanna head out early tonight?" RM said in almost a whisper as he approached V.
V nodded in excitement, "you know it." He rubbed a hand down RM's arm, too drunk to notice.
RM just smiled at him like a total fuck boi. He ran a hand through his pink slicked back hair.
"Hey" Jungkook interrupted them. He eyed them both before glaring at RM. "You guys wanna join us?"
"Yeah, of course" V quickly said. He looked back at RM. RM just nodded and followed V.
"Wait." Jungkook put a hand up to RM after V walked on. RM stopped and faced him.
"Something wrong?"
"Is something going on between you two?" Jungkook asked.
RM was a little confused, but also kind of worried about what he could know. "Of course not. Why would you say that?"
Jungkook thought about everything. He and V have been fine, but... the late nights? That one night he said he was staying with RM? He wasn't too sure, but he trusted V. "Nothing, never mind."
"Okay," RM was barely audible as he walked away. Jungkook just watched him walk off, and weirdly enough, stand next to V.
Jungkook walked over. The other guys were becoming rowdy at this point. So he walked behind V.
"Hey." Jungkook slid his arms around V's waist and kissed the side of his neck.
V giggled before he turned around. "What's up?"
"Um," Jungkook already felt silly, "what were you and RM talking about?"
V scoffed, but smiled. "Why? I don't even remember, it was nothing."
"You kind of seem like you're hiding something?" Jungkook laughed a little, trying to make it out to be a joke so he won't get mad.
"You're being ridiculous." V turned back around and started to walk away. Jungkook quickly grabbed his jacket and forced him back. "Whattttt?"
"Maybe we should go home, I'm pretty sure you had enough to drink." Jungkook patted his head. V wasn't amused.
"Shut up, we always get more drunk than this." Shit, he wasn't wrong. "Don't be so insecure over RM."
Jungkook was taken aback. "Is there a reason I should be insecure?"
"Ask yourself that. I'm done with this conversation."
"You do spend a lot of time with him."
"Yeah, but you don't know it's him," V said through drunken giggles. Jungkook just stared at him.
"So you admit it?" Jungkook felt his heart sink a little, but this doesn't say V is cheating. "Are you..."
"Fucking him? No." V scoffed as he crossed his arms. "I'm not like that."
"Then why sneak around?"
"I don't wanna say."
"V, come on." Jungkook placed both hands on V's shoulders. "Please tell me."
"Fuck off, we'll talk later." V backed up, trying to get away but Jungkook was stronger. "Jungkook, stop!"
Jungkook noticed the other guys staring at him. "If you're cheating on me, I fucking swear we are done." He whispered to V. He didn't want any drama.
"Dramaaaa" Jimin almost sang, being angelic. J Hope just laughed.
RM watched as if he were possessive over V.
Suga looked at Jungkook, he could see some hurt in his eyes. Was V causing him trouble? He knew something wasn't right with him.
Jin still hasn't moved from the chair, he looked at them, then at the other guys being nosey.
V looked at all of them, kind of embarrassed. He looked back at Jungkook. "If you have no trust in me, then we're done. I'm out." He jerked out of Jungkook's grasp and quickly made his way passed their friends.
They all watched him walk out.
Jungkook started to go after him, but Suga put a hand up to his chest.
"Just give him some time." Suga told him. It wasn't making Jungkook feel any better.

V couldn't help but to just let the tears fall. He can't believe Jungkook didn't trust him. He knows he was being secretive, but still, he wasn't fucking RM.
The night was cold as he walked along the railroad. It was quiet minus his sobs. He felt the tears fall off his cheeks. He could almost scream at that moment. He realized he had more going on in his mind than he knew. He knew the one thing that made him feel better. But should he?
V stopped, he didn't know how long he's been walking. He grabbed the shades off his face, throwing them to the grass. His hand rubbed his face, wiping away the tears stained on his cheeks. He knew how to make himself feel better, so he got out his phone.
"RM? You ready?"

Just like that, RM came to his rescue. Never before in his life had RM run so fast, running down the tracks until he reached V's location.
He grabbed V, hugging him tight. V screamed about how he always felt like he was being pulled under water, suffocating and every day he's just pulled deeper and deeper. RM just hugged him tighter, calming him, whispering in his ear, "I told you I'd pull you out of the water."
Then within minutes they had their bags from RM's place and headed out downtown to a building they haven't tagged yet.
V was laughing. He was happy. RM was happy.
RM leaned against the wall, letting V finish up what worthless picture he was half-assing on the brick wall. He knew he wasn't good, but it was just a hobby. RM didn't care. He looked over at V, laughing at him.
V was too caught up in the work, he didn't see RM's sudden panic. He didn't see the light being flashed at them. He was in his own world, until he felt RM hit him in the arm.
V shot him a glance. "What's up?"
"Let's go," RM told him as he grabbed his arm. Then V noticed the flashlight. RM quickly bent down and shoved the paint in the bag, and then he and V ran as fast as they could.
They ran down the street, but they weren't losing the cops anytime soon.
"Up there," V suggested. He followed RM up some stairs and across a walk. They were nowhere near panic anymore. They got cocky, turning around and doing gestures to the cops. They could be facing jail time and all they did was run and laugh.

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"Are you okay?" Suga asked Jungkook, who was sitting with Jin at the table. The others were still enjoying themselves. They knew Jungkook and V loved each other, they knew they were going to be fine.
"I'm alright..." Jungkook said. His head was lying in his hands. He's been like that for a long time now. Jin had just been staring at him.
"Are you sure?" asked Suga, he was extremely concerned at this point.
"Ugh, just leave me the fuck alone already!" Jungkook yelled, standing up fast and startling both Suga and Jin. They both just looked at him as if he were crazy. "Fuck it, I'm done." He shoved past Suga and walked away.
Suga just looked at Jin. Jungkook would probably feel better in the morning.
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V and RM both slammed against the police car. The officers behind them being anything but gentle. Their shoulders bruised against the car. The paint cans were spilled from their bags and rolled onto the road.
V was scared. He had never been arrested before. He looked at RM. RM was just fucking laughing still. He didn't resist, he didn't get angry. He has no regrets, he has nothing to lose at this point. Tae just looked at him in awe and admired him. He admired him for being fearless, he wished he was like that. RM knew how to fight for his happiness. Any anxiety and worry was immediately lifted. Their eyes met and RM just smiled wide at him, as if to tell him he's okay. V bit his lip. The feeling was too strong now, he felt like his heart was going to burst out of his chest.
RM was shoved violent again and V turned to a look of concern. He knew RM had this though. And RM gave him strength as well.

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