Chapter 4

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They reached RM's trailer and walked inside. V could get used to this. It wasn't a fancy house, but he was with RM and that was okay. He was scared about expressing his feelings for RM. He was scared about rejecting him, or kicking him out. He can't deny it though. His heart is going to explode and he felt as if he'd die if he doesn't tell him soon.
"Hey RM?" Shit, was it too soon? V watched RM turn around and look at him. "Can we talk?"
"Of course." RM gave his full attention to V. He looked worried, so RM was concerned. He cared a lot about him.
"I um..." V sighed before biting his lip, trying to find the words. He was nervous and his heart was pounding. RM was standing there. His slicked back hair, his dark eyes, his parted lips. V wanted all of that. He looked at RM with those big brown eyes RM found so much comfort in. "I really like you. Like, a lot." He sounded stupid.
RM was quiet. V knew he fucked up bad.
Then RM stepped closer. He put a hand on V's chin, forcing him to look up at him before he smashed their lips together. The kiss was deep, it was desperate. They both had wanted this longer than they knew.
They parted, breathing heavy and looking into the others eyes.
"I like you, too." RM pushed himself onto V again, kissing him hard. That's when things started getting hot and heavy. They both felt it was right. They've both wanted this for far too long.
They part for a few moments, but only long enough to be able to discard each other's shirts and admire what they could so far.
RM quickly put his hand to the back of V's head, making a fist and grabbing his hair. He jerked his head back, giving him clear access to bite hard on his neck. V began moaning, his hands gripping RM's arms. RM lifts his mouth up, licking the sore skin before backing away and pushing V down on the couch in one swift movement.
V was taken aback as he hit the couch. He looked up at RM in pure lust. He watches as he gets on top of him, forcing V to lie down as their mouths meet again, tongues invading the other's. Their arms are everywhere on the other's body. V left visible scratch marks down RM's back and he could feel the sting.
RM gets up to undo his jeans, quickly yanking them off so he could force V to lean over the couch on his stomach.
V looked back as he saw RM almost rip his pants off and instantly they were off. He turned to V, hands gripping his ass as he spreads him as far as he'll go, so exposed for RM to take advantage of. His tongue pushed into V's tight hole. He tongue fucked him like there's no tomorrow. Biting and sucking at the sensitive skin. V moaned at the touch, his fingers digging into the couch below him. RM loved seeing the sight in front of him. So vulnerable. All for him. He loved V, but fuck was this fun. And he tasted better than he dreamed.
He ate out V until he was crying and begging for more. If he kept it up, V was gonna cum soon and so fucking hard. But he also couldn't get enough of feeling RM's warm tongue inside of him.
RM pulled away, watching V sigh from the lack of touch. He spanked him hard, making V gasp. RM leaned over him, pulling his hair with one hand while the other spanked him again. He spanked V over and over and over again, getting harder every single time. V was moaning louder as the smacking got harder. RM looked at V's ass, it had gotten extremely red.
RM leaned down, giving the burning skin a quick lick before spitting directly on V's hole. With one hand still gripping V's head back, he slammed the other onto V's hole, sticking a finger inside.
V yelled, anything audible stuck in his throat at this point. He was caught off guard but loved every second of it. RM finger fucked him hard and rough. He eventually had three fingers inside of V. He watched his fingers go in and out of V, hitting his knuckles on the sensitive skin, hearing the smacking noises from his spit covered fingers.
"Oh fuckkk, Namjoon, yess" V was almost crying and choking at this point. He felt RM's fingers deep inside him and he never wanted it to stop. He felt RM's body leaning against him, he felt his breath on his neck. It was all too much.
RM could tell he was probably going to cum, so he stopped suddenly. V whined at the loss of contact. He was definitely in tears at this point. He received a hard smack once again, and RM earned another surprised gasp.
"You want me to fuck you now?" RM leaned over and V felt those words against his neck.
"Yes, fuck!" V was a mess, "fuck me please..."
RM got up, positioning himself behind V. He spanked him again super hard, leaving an instant red mark. Then he slammed his dick inside V.
V could feel himself being stretched open. His eyes went wide as he felt RM enter him all the way. It's the best he ever felt.
"Fuck yes," RM moaned. He grabbed V's hips, bruising the soft skin. He sped up the pace, tearing V's ass apart and receiving cries of pleasure from the man below him. "Oh fuck, you're such a slut, aren't you?" He ran a hand down V's back, spanking him hard again.
"Yes" V choked out. He gripped the cushions below him. RM felt bigger than Jungkook. He knew he was being torn apart but he loved it. He loved RM inside of him. He flinched at another smack across his ass. He screamed and he whined, but it was all in pure pleasure.
RM's hips just went faster and faster, pounding into V harder.
"Fuckk- Holy shit!" V didn't even know what he was saying at this time. He couldn't see nor think straight.
"You're so fucking hot," RM said, a hand ran up V's back as he gripped his hair hard again. He forced V's head back, spitting on his pretty face. "Such a desperate slut."
RM pulled out, he wanted a better look at V's face as he fucked him senseless.
He pulled out, flipping V around so he was on his back. His leg's were spread wide open, giving RM easy access to slam his dick back inside V's still tight little hole.
V leaned into the couch, being forcefully fucked into it. He and RM make contact for the most part, sometimes their eyes wander to the other's body. RM rubbed a hand on V's face before smacking him, startling V again. But V enjoyed the thrill of wondering what RM was going to do next.
RM wrapped his hand around V's neck, gripping it tightly as he fucked V even harder. His other hand gripping one of V's legs, helping him to fuck him good like he deserves.
The tight grip around V's neck, the losing circulation almost sent him over the edge. He could hardly grab the couch anymore, everything was starting to get numb but yet feel so fucking good.
RM spit on his face before taking his hand off of his leg and wrapped it around V's dick instead. His hand matched the speed of his thrusts and V just couldn't take it anymore.
He was screaming from being fucked so hard, so fucking good. He came, and it was the best orgasm he had ever had.
RM slowed down before pulling out. He looked down at V, who was such a fucking mess. He loved the sight. V's cum pooling on his own chest. Such a messy whore.
He grabs V's hair once more, forcing him to sit on the side of the couch. RM stood in front of him, slapping V in this face with his dick.
V looked up at him with those brown eyes he grew to love so much as he took RM's dick in his mouth. He pulled up, licking the tip before devouring him again.
"Oh fuck, Tae..." RM couldn't stop watching. He grabbed his hair, forcefully face fucking him until he was deep throating him and almost gagging. He wasn't letting up though, he was much too close. He kept going, knowing V could handle it. V was almost in tears when RM's grip became tighter and his moaning became louder. V could feel the cum hit the back of his throat.
RM pulled out suddenly, making sure some of that dripped onto V's face as well. And did he look fucking good with cum on his face. They looked at each other for a few moments. Even though it was dirty and rough, they still felt it.
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The room was once again filled with noise. At this point, their voices were the loudest.
Except Jin, of course. Red solo cup in hand and leaning against the wall as usual. He looked confused, he knew something didn't feel right this time.
Jimin was in his signature white oval glasses and running the show like the boss he is. J Hope was always at his side. The room was a mess with confetti, and it was getting louder by the second.
Suga was distant, but he seemed okay for the most part. He was just as loud as the others. Yelling, singing, making a mess with whatever they could find.
RM and V didn't go more than maybe a foot from each other the entire time. Jin noticed that they seemed a little...intimate. Is that why Jungkook has been just sitting on the floor all by himself? Jin figured he shouldn't say anything. Jungkook had been drinking more than anyone and it hasn't even been but a couple of hours.
Jungkook stared out into the middle of the room. He pushed V and RM out of his sight and he just focused on nothing. He was going to fucking explode. He was enraged but also too numb to do anything about it. So he just looked at the wall ahead of him, by the door. His mouth parted and his eyes wide. He didn't even know Jin had been glancing at him every so often with a worried expression. He felt like he was the only one in the room in his mind.
Until Jimin snapped him out of his thoughts.
"Okay guys, it's almost midnight, let's take this outside!" Jimin yelled, getting everyone's attention. Jungkook looked around, everyone looked excited. Everyone but Jin anyway. He didn't know what they had planned. He wouldn't even be here right now if Jimin didn't say it was important.
Jin wouldn't have been here either.
"Let's go bitches!" J Hope shouted. He turned around, following a super energetic Jimin out the door. The rest followed, Jungkook being the last out the door.

Then they just ran. Jimin was ahead, hand held tight by J Hope. Wherever they went, the others followed.
It was dark, but none of them cared. There was nothing like fresh air and chaos.
So the entire night was filled with causing trouble around town. Terrorizing small businesses, hanging out in alleys. When they were together, nothing else mattered. They were each other's everything's.
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Then the sun started coming up. They settled on a roof of some apartment complex located in town for a while.
"Watch this guys" Jimin said, getting everyone's attention. He walked over to a ball lying on the roof, a picture of Shimmer and Shine plastered on it. Lots of people hung out up here, so they figured it was some kids' that got left up here. Jimin reached the ball and kicked it as hard as he could.
"Shit, dude" RM said as he began laughing. They all watched the ball go far out, beyond the roof. They could hardly hear it bounce on the streets below. They all burst into laughter as Jimin turned around and smiled at them.
They found entertainment in everything.
J Hope wrapped an arm around Jimin, handing him a drink that he took.
"Hey, how about we go to the field guys?" Jimin asked, looking upon all his friends. They all looked so happy at that moment. All gathered and sitting around the roof. Even Jungkook was laughing. Even Jin was smiling.
"We haven't been there in a while," V said, smiling at the memories. That was their signature spot.
"Let's go." Jungkook stood up, the rest instantly doing the same.
J Hope just looked at Jimin. His orange hair was blowing slightly. He wore a smile, but J Hope could see the worry in his eyes. He knew he was nervous. He was nervous himself.
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"Wait guys, hold up!" V shouted. They all turned around. V motioned to a photo booth outside of a mall they were walking past. They all got the memo, instantly smiling at each other as they rushed for it.
It was cramped, but they didn't care. They all occupied the tiny space, taking oh so adorable pictures. They all got their own copies at the end. These are the small things that they would remember forever.
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The walk down the road was anything but quiet. The sound of yelling and laughter echoed wherever they went. They got looks, but they didn't care. They all hated society anyway. It ever did anything for them.
Soon road turned to gravel then it turned to grass. All they saw in front of them was grass, and the small overpass above the field. They ran, making it a race as usual. Jimin was always in the lead.
The cars motors were loud above them as they ran below the underpass. It was never busy, but there was a decent amount of traffic. But moments later, it didn't matter. The cars were out of earshot as the field just turned to an open meadow of pure green grass. They knew their spot well, collapsing as soon as they reached it.
Jimin sat up on the ground, he was there first and watched them all fall to the ground. Their breathing was heavy, but they were still laughing. J Hope collapsed onto his lap, and Jimin instantly started running a hand through his hair.
Jungkook put his hands behind his head, his legs tangled together. This was nice. This is what he needed.
Suga laid next to him, almost looking dead on the grass. Jin sat down next to him, and for once, he was feeling super happy. This had been the best 12 hours or so he's had in a long time.
RM slid into the grass, propping up a leg as V laid his head into his lap. They smiled at each other. RM messed up V's hair roughly, yet playfully as they just smiled at each other.
Jimin and J Hope just watched them all. They had to do it though. They had to know. They looked at each other. J Hope nodded at Jimin.
"So guys..." Jimin cleared his throat. He could barely keep eye contact with the rest of them.
"What's up?" Jungkook asked as he eyed them.
Jin's looked turned instantly concerned. He could read people well. Jimin wasn't the easiest to read, but he could see some sort of sadness in his eyes.
"Jimin?" Jin, and everyone was waiting patiently.
"We have something to tell you, and it's not good," Jimin finally continued. "So-" then that was it. That was all he managed to say before he choked up and started sobbing.
Jungkook quickly sat up, scooting over and placing a hand on his shoulder. "What is it?"
Jimin had tried to stay strong for so long. Saying it out loud made things real. He's been avoiding reality for a very long time.
"I'm really sick, guys" J Hope immediately said as soon as he sat up. He could tell Jimin couldn't do it. He didn't blame him.
They were all speechless. Was this a joke?
V sat up and faced him. "What do you mean?"
J Hope sighed. He put an arm around Jimin, rubbing his shoulder. "I've been really sick for a long time now. I don't have much time left. A couple months at the most now."
"You never told us?" Suga said. He didn't know what to think. Their hearts were shattering.
"We wanted to pretend things were fine as long as we could," J Hope began, he looked at the ground "but yeah, I've been in and out of the hospital. Now I've been admitted and I'm under watch at the hospital to spend the rest of my days there."
"J..." Jin sighed. He felt tears forming in his eyes.
"We're so sorry," RM said. He put an arm around V, "we're all here for you, no matter what."
"I know." J Hope spread his legs out on the grass, kicking the ground beneath him. It sucked, but they had to know. He just hated seeing them sad. He heard Jimin sniffling behind him. Then he felt Jimin's arms around him, hugging him tightly.
"I love you so much," Jimin whispered in his ear following by a long kiss on the side of his head.
J Hope just rubbed his forearm. "I love you too, Jimin." He turned his head to face him. Jimin's eyes were red, tears were still on his cheeks. He hated seeing him like this. "You're so strong, never forget that."
"So are you, J."
The group was quiet. They weren't sure what to say. They never expected news liked this. Never in a million years.

By around 4pm it started getting darker. Dark clouds filled the sky, and they figured it was probably going to rain pretty soon. The wind was picking up, getting a bit chilly as well.
They were all standing in the field now. Talking about random things, doing random things. The weather didn't bother them. They were together and that's all that mattered to them.
Suga put an arm around Jungkook and Jimin who were standing side by side.
"Fuck it, guys," Suga randomly said. They looked at him. "Like fuck life, for real."
"Where's this coming from?" Jimin asked. He laughed, but he definitely agreed.
"Life fucking sucks," Suga replied. He squeezed his arms around them. "You only live once and life is short, let's go fuck shit up."
"I'm up for that" RM said, of course. V looked up at him, if RM was down then he was. "I think I got a few ideas too."
"Fuck yes, let's do this!" Suga smacked their backs as he backed up.
Jungkook just laughed. He soon lost his smile as he saw Jin sitting in the grass, a bit distant from them.
Jin was sitting with his head resting in his hands on top of his knees. He was staring out into the abyss of the field. It was nice. He wasn't alone, but he still felt lonely. He can't believe his friend was dying either. Everything seemed incredibly fucked up.
He was so lost in thought, he didn't notice Jungkook standing just inches away from him.
"Hey Jin?"
Jin turned his head, slowly looking up at Jungkook. He must've looked like shit because Jungkook looked a bit worried. "Um, what's up?"
Jungkook had his hands in his pockets, his blue sweater blowing. He didn't take his eyes off of Jin. "Is everything okay?"
"Of course," Jin lied.
Jungkook didn't believe it. "You can talk to me." He sat down beside him.
"You seem like you got problems of your own," Jin said, and he hoped he didn't sound rude. "I don't want to push anything on you or anything."
"Hey." Jungkook placed a hand on Jin's shoulder, earning a stare from the other man. "You're one of my bestest friends. I love you and I care about you. I care about all of you more than I care about myself."
"Even RM?" Jin asked. Shit, he shouldn't have said that.
Jungkook paused, looking back at the group. RM and V had their arms around each other. The smile of V's face killed him. How was he this happy without Jungkook? Did their relationship mean nothing to him? It meant everything to Jungkook. It seems like he's the only one who's suffering.
"Despite things, I still care about RM" Jungkook finally managed to say. He turned back to Jin, who was still staring at him.
"What happened anyway? What were they doing when they were sneaking out?"
"Not sure, I haven't had the energy to ask."
"I feel you."
Jungkook's look of worry just worsened. "Jin, talk to me. What's wrong?"
Jin took a deep and long sigh. He looked straight ahead, unable to hold eye contact anymore. He felt embarrassed. "I've been...extremely depressed, like, almost my entire life. I used to be able to have fun and stuff but regardless, I'm always the least favorite of the group. You guys all have fun together, I'm just there hardly noticed. I don't even know why I'm still around. Maybe if I leave, you guys might not even notice..."
"Jin" Jungkook said a bit too sternly. The grip around Jin's shoulders tightened as he hugged him. "Never say those things. I'm so sorry that's how you feel. I always thought you just didn't want to be there. I didn't think you were a cry for help, I should have done something. I should have been the one to include you and make you comfortable. God, I'm so sorry Jin."
Jin smiled. "It's okay, Jungkook. We have bigger problems now anyway. I forgive you guys."
"We love you, Jin." Jin looked at Jungkook, they both had genuine smiles. Getting this out finally made Jin feel a little bit better. "We should go, apparently we're gonna 'fuck shit up'." Jungkook gave him a scared look followed by a laugh as he helped Jin up.
"Let's do it then," Jin said. They walked to the group.
"Are we doing this?" Jungkook asked, enthusiastic for Suga's ego.
"Yee boy, let's go!" Suga smacked Jimin's back again, earning a face and a laugh from him. They quickly started following Suga, who started the race back to town.
Jungkook put a hand on V's shoulder, stopping him.
V turned around, eye to eye with Jungkook. This is what he's been trying to avoid.
"Tae..." Jungkook tried to find the words. This isn't something he exactly wanted to do either. He needed the closure...but V staring at him like that. That was the man who once looked at him with absolute love in his eyes. Why did they look so dead now? "What did you and RM do when you would sneak out all the time?" That was the main thing he wanted to know.
V looked at the ground, sighing. "I never cheated on you. I felt sick inside my head. RM said he used to feel the same way, until he stopped giving a fuck." He looked back at Jungkook "we went out; just did some spray painting and other little petty things. That's all."
Jungkook just nodded at him. Fuck, he was about to cry but no, he can't do it right now. Not in front of his ex-boyfriend, the love of his life. He wanted V to know he still held his heart. He wanted V to know he still haunted his dreams. He wanted to kiss those soft lips again, tell him and show him how much he still loves him.
V was too different. Maybe it was for the best, Jungkook didn't know. He just knew V doesn't look at him how he used to and that was enough.
Jungkook faked a smile. His laugh sounded more like a choke. "So we should probably go then."
"Yeah..." V felt like shit. There was nothing he could do though. He loved Jungkook so much, but he felt like his soulmate was RM. Or maybe Jungkook was healthier, and he was choosing another path. Right now, he was just following his heart. He just hated doing this to Jungkook.

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