Complication • Ray x reader

Chapter 36

To start this off I would like to give my prayers and ask of you all to pray and help show your condolences towards the innocent people in Palestine who have lost their lives in the tragedy that they gave today. Leave a white heart in the comment section, please. 🤍 🕊

Thank you.

🦋Instead of looking at the hundred reasons to quit, look at the thousand reasons not to give up.🦋

Outside of your apartment door stood the young green-haired girl with glasses. She's stood by your door for a few minutes now, debating in her head if she should try to reach out to you and see if you were doing okay. Dressed in her casual clothing with her phone in her hand, she checks what time it was and placed her device back inside her back pocket when she decided she was going to go for it.

"Y/n... are you in there?" Gilda knocked on your front door hoping that you would respond and come to the door but received nothing.

You have been stuck in the house for a couple of days. The only time you would come out was to buy groceries and go to work. You avoided and ignored everyone, being stuck in your little world that you created mentally.

You didn't feel like moving. You didn't feel like leaving your space.

You felt empty, alone, and completely drained to the point you felt you couldn't even lift your arm to open the curtains inside of your room.

You hear a couple of more knocks at your door but you still didn't move from your spot. Letting your body stay still on your mattress.

You closed your eyes and listened to your ceiling fan on the ceiling spin while the cool air fanned on top of you.

How long has it been?

How long have you been sitting still in this same spot doing nothing?

You felt a dark cloud growing slowly over you by the minute, your head felt like it was pounding, and your stomach growled for the third time today.

You need to eat. You need to wash. You felt useless and extremely lonely.

You missed Ray.

No calls. No anything.

But what did you expect? You're the one who told him that you didn't want to deal with him.

Multiple images played repeatedly in your mind of the blonde-headed female, hidden under the covers, naked along with Ray. As much as you hated to admit it, the woman crawled under your skin and was making you despise her and her wicked ways.

You never would have thought that things would have come to this nor did you think that you would have to experience such heartbreak by the man you loved.

You wanted to hear his side of the story but you felt that there wasn't any other side. It didn't take a rocket scientist to explain to you what you seen before your very own eyes. Or was there more to it?

The more you pondered on it made your head felt like it was beating against hard cement walls. Your head was the metal ball bouncing between the bricks of a video game desperate to demolish he blocked figures to gain its points and break free of its prison.