Complication • Ray x reader

Chapter 41

⚠️CAUTION! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS VIOLENCE AND DEATH! NSFW! PLEASE PROCEED WITH CAUTION!⚠️

🦋Let go a little and just let life happen. Because sometimes the truths you can't change, end up changing you and helping you grow.🦋

"What he said.... what she said... What did you do, Ray?" You looked at him with a distressed look. The said male look towards you and cleared his throat before running his hands through his messy black hair.

"I'm sorry, " he mumbled.

"No! Don't give me that!" You said looking at him and sitting up in your seat abruptly. He said that he was going to give you an explanation. You didn't want to hear these empty apologies. Apologizing can not take away what has already happened. It doesn't make all of the bad things go away. And it can not make things travel back in time for him to change his mistakes.

Therefore you wanted to know. You deserved to know the truth of what's been happening and why you were involved and stirred into the mix.

You don't want to hear it from his enemies, you didn't want to hear half of the truth. You wanted to know everything, even if you didn't like it.

"I caused all of this..."

"How did you cause this? What did you-"

"I'm the one who stole from them... I stole pills, I stole resources, I used Anna, and I ...." He hesitated for a while and looked out the window looking at the rising sun.

"I'm the one who killed Conny..."

You felt like the silent cool breeze outside of the window of the car stopped abruptly and stilled from the words that flew out of the man's mouth.

"You... you what?" You asked looking at him with a flabbergasted look. "What did you just say? You... killed Conny?" You let out a shaky exhale and sat up slightly in your seat.

"Let me... Just let me explain-"

"Ray, you.... killed someone. Multiple people... This hasn't been your first wasn't it?" You asked looking at him while biting your trembling bottom lip. Your heart was racing extremely fast within your chest and it was getting hard to control your breathing when you weren't receiving anything from the male before you.

He looked out the window with a tired look and sigh. "No... it hasn't."

You bit down on your bottom lip hard trying to stop yourself from letting out a choked sob- covering your mouth with your right hand. Your hand shook and you looked away from him by looking down at your lap before closing your eyes tightly.

"Explain," you whispered. "Please explain..." You gripped the end of your shirt tightly with your hands and shook gently.

"Okay," he finally said quietly. "That night... I ..."

Flashback

"Tell me. Did you or did you not receive any information," the man in all black said removing his mask down slightly to reveal that it was Ray.

The blonde female in front of him known as Conny looked at him slyly and walked around him slowly. "I didn't receive much, but I do have small important information that could be useful," she said lowly walking to her window, looking outside watching the heavy rain, raining down at a fast pace.