BAD BOY (SM x TS)

PART FIFTY EIGHT

Shawn's POV

"Hey man" Cameron said when I walk inside the Starbucks and he quickly hugging me
"How are you ?" He asked me patting my shoulder

"I'm okay what about you ?" I said as we sat down
"I'm fine, what happened at Miami ?" He said making me sigh
"Well things didn't went like I thought but it was great" I said shrugging as he frown

"What happened ?" He said sipping his strawberry milkshake
"Since when you like strawberry ? And since when you drink milkshake ?" I said surprisedly as he shrugged

"Jasmine put me into it, she always drink it, I told her I would never like those because I always say I hate strawberry and milkshake. Bro I've spend a week with her and started to like those shit, if she discover that I start to like it, she would keep say for a month, and a month is the minimum, "See, told you it was good, but you were like naaah I'm not drinking that shit" and having her repeating this for a month, no thanks" He said making me chuckle

"So back to the subject, what did you mean by things didn't went well ?" He said putting down his drink
"The day when we had a phone call, I didn't answer because I was out with my mom, and while we were out, I bumped into Lisa" I said and he choked his drink
"Hold on, Lisa ?! Your ex ?!" He said and I nodded

"Yeah and when I saw her, I don't know I felt weird, I couldn't talk anymore, any word was coming out from my mouth" I said as he listened
"And when she left I felt weird, I can't describe the weird I'm talking about but I'm gonna try, it was like the first time I saw her" I said

"Oh fuck" he said and I nodded
"And I got mad about that because i started to doubt about my feelings toward Martina, and when I come back, I had a fight with her, and you know how I am when I'm mad, I'm not thinking when I'm talking, she asked me what she did because she thought I was mad because of her and I told her that she's pissing me off" I said as he slap his forehead

"You told her that and you still alive today ? You love to put your life in danger don't you ? Because damn man, you said that to her like that" He said laughing and I chuckled
"But wait, you're really doubting about your feelings towards Martina ?" He asked seriously as I sighed

"Yes, I mean, I'm sure that I love her and I want to spend the rest of my life with her by my side, but since I've bumped into Lisa, something changed, and it's not with her, it's in me that something changed" I said as he nodded

"Then the day we had a phone call, there was that party at the beach and we all went to it, and guess who I saw there ? Lisa !! But Martina was with me she didn't know it was her and I start to talk with Lisa but without realizing I pushed Martina off of my lap

"And I continued to talk with Lisa until Aaliyah came and literally start to yell at me that what I am doing is shit and if I don't stop those shit I'll lose Martina, then I went to talk with her by she was avoiding me everytime, I wanted to apologize about what I did but she said I can do whatever I want with whoever she doesn't care anymore" I said playing with the napkin

"And when I asked what she meant by that she said it means what it said, but I really wanted to know what it meant because I knew it didn't mean what it say" I said
"Then she said she was fed up with fighting everytime and all and that she needs time" I said with a sad shrug

"So now here we are, I don't know if we still together or not. Logically we still because we didn't officially broke up, but I don't know if we gonna get back together after this" I said as he sighed
"Man that's fucked up" He said playing with his drink

"That's why she ignored me like that yesterday when we saw them at the park" I explained and he nodded
"And where you're at with Lisa ?"
"I think I felt weird because I still have feelings for her" I said looking down at my hands