BAD BOY (SM x TS)

PART FIFTY NINE

Martina's POV

"Look what I drew !!" Liam said showing me his drawings
"It's the dogs of the paw patrol !!" He said smiling widely and I nodded smiling
"Wow thats so pretty !! I wis I could draw like you" I said as he smiled
"I'll teach you one day, it's easy to draw" he said picking the blue pencil

"Liam dad is calling you, you're going out with him and Luke" Jasmine say walking inside the living room
"But I want to stay with Martina" he said wrapping his arms around me making me chuckle

"She's gonna be there when you guys come back, now go or dad will leave without you" She said as he stand up running upstairs
"That kid is in love with you" She said giggling and I shake my head

"He's always around you when you're here, he don't leave your side until you're gone and when you left he always come to me like " when does she come back ??" And when Luke ask about you, he's always like " why do you want to know that ?" I'm telling you he really likes you" She said and I shake my head giggling
"How things are going with Shawn since yesterday ?" She asked sitting down beside me

"I don't know, it didn't changed since yesterday, he didn't send me a text, if I send him a text he would answer me in hours" I said rolling my eyes

"He knows how much I hate this but still doing it" I said playing with my hair
"He's with Cameron anyway, he send me a text around 2 am but I was asleep" I said looking down at my phone when I got a notification

"We need to talk, can we meet at the Starbucks ?" I read Shawn text with Jasmine beside me
"What do you think it will be about ?" She said and I shrugged
"I don't know but I have to go" I said shrugging

Shawn's POV

"Man you know that's fucked up" Cameron said shaking his head and I nodded with a sigh
"I know but I can't stay like that anymore, we all know it will end bad and I know that if I don't do that now, it will get worst by the time I take to say it"I said with a shrug sighing

"It's better if I do it now" I said as he sighed
"I mean that's your choice, I respect that but I'm your friend and I have to tell you the truth." He said
"You gonna regret that, deeply regret that Shawn" He said and I sighed

"And for years, you know that" He said and I groaned
"Yes I know but what do you want me to do ? If I stay like this it's gonna hurt her and me even more ! It's better if I do that now and that's it" I said with a sad shrug
"I mean you can do whatever you want it's your life, but I warned you" He said and I nodded

"Yeah I know, I know I'm gonna regret this but I don't have the choice, I can't stay here and watch her suffer" I said sending her a text
"I told her to join me here so we can talk" I said and he nodded standing up
"I'm gonna go, call me after you did it" He said with a smile before walk away

Martina's POV

"Hey" I said sitting down beside him
"Hey how are you ?" He said looking at me as I put my phone down on the table
"I'm fine what about you ?" I said as he looks down making me frown
"What's wrong Shawn ?" I asked as he shake his head

"I want to explain about my behavior the lasts days when we were at Miami" He said and I nodded crossing my arms
"Sure" I said nodding and he sighed

"The day of the beach party, earlier in that day I went out with mom, and while we were out I bumped into Lisa and I was kind of shocked because I wasn't ready to meet her after years like that, I was frustrated and mad because I kind of felt weird, that's why when we came back I was mad, I was ignoring you because I didn't wanted to hurt you like I already did" He said as I listened closely what he was saying
"And when I talked with Aaliyah, I start to realize I was doubting about my feelings" He said making me look at him

"Doubting about your feelings toward who ?" I said and he sighed
"I was doubting about my feelings towards you, I was sure that I wanted to marry you, I wanted you to be the mother of my kids, I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you"

"Why you're talking in the past Shawn ?" I said feeling tears in my eyes as he avoided my eyes
"I-I think I still love Lisa" He said sighing
"And that I don't love you anymore" He said as tears fall from my eyes