tw implied abuse
i get drunk on being loved,
on being given
your full undivided attention.
i yearn for you,
but there are so many reasons
i shouldn't.
we're no good for each other,
but god,
i want you so bad.
you tear me down
for your own pleasure; my pain
brings you joy.
my sadistic lover from deep in
the night.
leave me bruised and broken.
on the floor
of your room i lie, bloodied
and crying.
i love the way you make me feel,
flood my brain
with dopamine, get me high.
fuck me
like you hate me, leave me
black and blue.
baby, please feed me your euphoria,
without it
i may not see another day.
YOU ARE READING
SUGAR
Poetry🗯️ poetry trigger warning "YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I WANT BY MY SIDE WHEN I FALL ASLEEP" crossposted to ao3 title from sugar by brockhampton started [08/17/20] ended [ongoing] astralresident © 2020
