Unexplainable: A Magcon Fanfiction

Chapter 49

RECAP

Emily's POV: Its been a almost two months that Taylors been gone. I miss him so much its unexplainable but I also know that I need to move on. I can't just sit around and be sad all the time. Taylor wouldnt want that for me and I sure as hell dont want that for myself. Jack and I have started getting super close over the last two months. We've barley spent any time apart. As much as I love Jack and love spending time with him, I feel so guilty abot it. We have a connection. It's not the same as the one I had with Taylor becasue nothng will ever be able to compare to him or replace him in my life but we have something. I hate myself everyday for it because i feel like I am betraying Taylor, but then again I can't spend my whole life waiting for a boy that will never come back. Jack is the only one that has been there for e every day since Matt got that call the day on the beach in Hawaii. Since we left eveything has pretty much returned to normal except the fact that Tayors not there. Jack has been the only one of the guys who has made sure that I was ok every single day and has been there for me no matter what as happened since Taylors death. Don't get me wrong all the other guys were amazing, but Jack has done the best job at making things seem almost normal.

We all pretty much live in California now. Most of the guys have moved out here permently and the few that haven,t spend almost all of their time here anyways. We all stil spend a lot of time together. They usualy sleep over at least twice a week because my dads never home and I get realy bored in this huge house with no one there with me.

PRESENT

Jack G's POV: I woke up and blinked a couple of times as my eyes ajusted to the light. My head was pounding. Where the fuck am I don't remeber falling asleep in here. I looked down at my body. I was completly naked. A body lay next to me curled up in blankets, only long blond hair was poking out from under the covers, I couldn't see who it was. I looked around the room again and momories of last night started to come back to me. I knew where I was now. This was Emily's room. Now I could remember everything. The party. The drinking. Emily looking amazing in her dress. Images from last night fill my mind. I now know who the girl next to me is. Its Emily. I looked to the other side of me at the night table next to the bed. A ripped open, empty condom wraper lay there. I can remember everything that happened ast night, I just hope Emily won't.

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Guys I just want to say how thankful I am that you guys read my book. It makes me soo happy to read your commenents. Ik I dont post that often but you guys are amazing for sticking with me all this time. I answer every dm and that is the best way to get in contact with me. Ik that a lot of you guys go thrugh personal stuff and I need you to know that I am always here for you guys. I go through a lot of stuff myself and love hearing from you guys. Its nice to just have somone there to talk to. As I write this I am realizing that you guys dont know a lot about me other that what ive done in my q and a's and from writhing this book. Because of that the next chapter I post will just be telling you guys about myself so you can know me better and feel like im actually a person that you can relate to. Once again thank you guys for everything and again I'm sorry for not updating as much as I would like to but im going to try and do more from now on. I love all of you.

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