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Soobin~ Virtual Comfort

(Soobin POV)
Me
You doing okay dude? You have visible eyebags and I never see you this sad.

I message Y/n in a messaging app. Ever since we started dating or what people call it, she's been the happiest person I knew. Now, she's a gloomy person if that's even possible.

Y/n
I'm not sure if I want to talk about it, you won't like me anymore.

Me
Okay, I know this might sound cheesy or something, but you can tell me whenever about it. The offer still stands.

Y/n
Okay, thanks for understanding, bin.

Read 2 days ago...

Shucks, it's already the weekend, and she usually texts me at this hour. Is she really not feeling well?
I try to reach out, I hope anything bad doesn't happen to her.

Me
Hey, are you doing alright? I haven't heard from you in ages and I'm kinda worried about you.
Delivered
Y/n?
Delivered

Please don't make me come to your house, Y/l/n Y/n.
Seen

Finally, she saw my messages. Now, what is she up to?

Y/n
Hi, I was busy studying our physics handout sorry.
Me
Oh okay, text you later then?
Y/n
Yeah

[Y/N POV]

(VERY ANGSTY WARNING UP AHEAD, PLEASE SCROLL UNTIL THE LINE AHEAD)

Why are you so fat, y/n? Have you even been exercising? How are you going to face Soobin, who you've been dating for like, 7 weeks? How are you going to make an impression for him...

So ugly, worthless piece of trash. Have you seen the other girls at school? How are they so thin, and born with such beautiful features?

Can I just die, so no one will worry about me? So no one can judge me? No one cares about how ugly I am anyway.

I have seen people improve in their appearance though. Take my friends for example, because of exercising and other diets, it takes them 7 days to be so thin..

Why is it not working for me? Why.... are there no effective improvements?

I take the anti-depressant pills from my desk and place them on my palm, the quantity being much more than one. I slowly raise my arm for the pills to enter my mouth, no one will miss me right?

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DING DONG! The doorbell rings from outside. Who is it?

I open the door, asking for who's there. No one is in sight, only a box set on the rug outside.

Meeting ID: (Numbers numbers lmao)
Passcode: cryingsession:,)

- ur bf xx

(xoxo gossip girl)

Is this possibly a meeting?
I slam the main door shut, and run up to my room and test it out.

This obviously isn't some stranger since Soobin has this kind of handwriting.
I giggle at the thought of my boyfriend waiting for me in the meeting.

Entering the meeting.....

"Y/NNIEEE HEEHEEHEHEHE" Soobin chortles out loud, showing his dimples in the process.
"Bin, what's with all of this? Did you send me this?" I chuckle and question, taking a look at the box.
"Yeah, It was delivered to your house! Can you open it?" He excites, scooting closer to his device to see my reaction on opening on the box.

"Okay...." I stammer, I don't know what's in the box. I'm half curious and half hesitant to open whatever this is.

"OH MY GOSH SOOBIINNN!" I gasp in awe.
It's all my favorite things. Candies, drinks, even a stuffed toy, you name it.

"Do you like it?" The boy anticipates.
"Bin, if I could hug you I would've right now. Thanks so much, I love it." I hold the objects close to my chest.

He's so thoughtful and everything, which makes me fall in love with him even more. Maybe, living in this world isn't so bad after all.

"C'mon babe, it's so obvious that you were down. You know you can always tell me about it before it gets worse or something. I'm always here for you."

"EW KINDA CHEESY-" I laugh out loud. "But okay, I'll try to tell you when I'm ready." I sigh.

[3RD PERSON POV]

Soobin smiles fondly at Y/n, knowing that she isn't really adjusted to this whole relationship thing yet. He knows she needs help in some mental spaces, but tis' but scratch for him. He finds this a new experience to get to know Y/n a bit better and make her feel comfortable with him.

Whatever the cause or problem, Soobin will be ready to support and help Y/n.

"OKAY LET'S DROP THE SAD MOOD AND WATCH (fave show) ON TELEPARTY!!!!" Soobin cheers.