America

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"Name a dude that you ever messed around with that was perfect" I folded my arms.

"Its not about being perfect DaMarco! Hell I'm not perfect. If you want to cheat then that's on you. I've done my part. Or atleast I thought I had but I guess not if it led to this." She tried walking away from me again but im just not gonna let it happen.

"You're not going to keep walking away from me. That's what you're not going to do."

"I have no choice but to walk away from you. Realize something. I was there at the hospital the day you got shot. I was there at your funeral and I was there way before then. I picked you up off the floor when that hoe cheated on you. Where she been at? Now all of a sudden she's back. She's like a fucking leech." She shook her head "I hope you just make the right choices cause I will no longer stand in the way." She sighed and I raised an eyebrow

"So let me know what that means" I said and she snatched away from me.

"Like I said" she raised an eyebrow.. I think I officially lost her this time. "Maybe your mother was actually right. I'm not good enough for you." She did that little laugh she does when she's mad "I'll accept that now though cause I can clearly fucking see it"

"You two need to stop this shit right now!" August yelled

"What else do you want me to do DaMarco? I have been giving you nothing but my all. Since even before we had established this relationship. All I want from you is to love me. Every bit of me. I now see who's getting your love now though and don't worry I'll back off so she can take my place like she done before" she wiped a tear. America makes me so mad with all this insecure bull crap. She walked downstairs crying. Im hurt hearing everything come out her mouth like that. I ran after her. I tried grabbing her arm but she snatched it away from me. I tried grabbing her again an she swung at me "leave me alone! " she yelled. I jumped on her gently getting her on the floor. I pinned her arms down.

"Stop this shit America. I chose you. You're the one I want to be with, come home at night to, the whole nine." I sighed "Why are you so insecure babe? Huh? You know damn well I love you. You also know I'm not going no where! I want you to lay your feelings on the table and stop shutting down on me" she rolled her eyes.

"What's the point anymore Marco?" She shrugged her shoulders and I sighed. I laid my head on her chest. I knew she wanted me to get off her but I'm not going to at all.

"Cause you love me and I love you." I sighed "we created a bond.. you came before everyone else and you still do. I dont want this bond to be broken because I made a very stupid decision. Stay mad as long as you want babe. Hell fight me and cry to me over and over if you need to but one thing I wont allow is for you to walk away from me. At all."

( ( America POV. ) )
I wiped the side of my face cause tears were still slipping. Victoria and August came downstairs and looked at us. "Did you two work it out? Or come to a conclusion?" August asked and I put my hands on my face. Neither me or Marco answered his question

"Well? Are you guys atleast staying together?" Vicky and and the baby began to cry. Marco got off me

"I got it" he ran upstairs and I got up and sat on the couch.

"You look devastated boo" vicky shook her head. I looked up at her and she frowned her face

"Do all girls look this way when we do something like that?" August asked "cause right about now you're looking horrible" he sighed , vicky gave him the evil eye and I laughed. I shook my head yes. I stood up

"I don't think y'all fully understand the affect it has on a person" I shrugged my shoulders and he agreed. I walked past them and slowly walked upstairs to his other guest room.

"Oh Merica" vicky said sadly and I closed the door and locked it. I laid down. I just want some sleep. Not forever but just for a while.. Few hours or something. Of course I didn't go though, I just sat there and read. Soon I heard knocks.

"Babe come out" I heard him deeply sigh "please come out" I continued to read but didn't respond. I heard him walk away. I know all dudes aren't perfect, and I'd rather him make mistakes so that he can learn from it. One thing I just don't agree with is sharing him with someone else.

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