It's dark in here
So much so
That I can't tell where I am exactly
If I reach out
My hands grasp air
The ground is never ending
As if I'm walking on a machine
I can't tell direction
For all I know
I could be upside down
Though that's what it feels like
My world has been put in a dizzy game if hiding
Hide and seek
But I'm counting infinitely
1
2
3
No end to numbers
No end to hiding
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I'm disgusted by my own skin
I sometimes scratch at it like it will peel off
And I can just be someone that's not me
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I could stop counting
But then I would be faced with reality
Of who I am
And what other people think
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Finally realizing who I am
Made things impossibly worse
My new knowledge
Has consumed my every thought
Making me hate myself even more than before
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I've lost all respect for myself already
What does it matter if everyone else does as well
Infinity
Ready or not
Here I come
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My Inner Thoughts
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