I stayed you didn't
You left me before you knew me
I was a baby and you already knew you didn't want me
How could you just leave me
I grew up with dad role models
But not an actual dad to call my own
You caused my mom such hell
And you made me vulnerable
I was seeking love from a man in all the wrong places
I've fallen to hard in love
All the pain is still here with me
Why weren't you there when I needed you the most
You made me but you felt you had the choice to leave me
My sister has such a bad life because of you
She makes wrong decisions worst than mine
Because you were there for her when she was growing
But she didn't know what love really was
When mom tried to help she made it worst
Because my sister only wanted love from you
She found what she called loved and made it work
Or so she thought you hurt her worse than me just so you know
I still don't know how to be loved by a man
But at least I am not like my sister trying to seek love like yours
If only she knew your love wasn't true
