Me and my mom would always go to the park for 4th of July, but not this year...
We went to my step dads brothers house which their side of the family hates me and my style. I hated being there and I got so mad at my mom when I asked if we could go the park. She said in a little bit...
Well two hours of it and I've had enough I make a scene and make her take me home. I slam the door and she goes back not even caring about me...
I knew I had no friends but I've always counted on my mom, but she'll rather hang out with people who hate me...
So I slam the door when I get inside the curtains fall but I don't care. I run to my room slam the door and then lock it...
I get out my knife and start the cutting and pooping whatever pills I can find...
And I just imagine the disappointment in her eyes when she sees me like this. And I'll just tell her I don't like change and you made me complete my change, but until then I will hide it because I realize I'll just embarrass her because I'm a disappointment...
