The cuts have gotten deeper
Because the more I get hurt
The more the voice inside my head
Say you must become numb or else you'll be broken
I follow the advice my arm shakes
Every time the blade goes deep in my skin
It soon hurts and distracts me from my pain
I laugh but then I hear my phone goes off
It's you saying I know I'm an asshole
One hour goes by I hear my phone go off again
I'm sorry Haley another hour passes I give in I text you back
But you hurt me again and I realized
I've been tricked again your love is poison
It's death it kills me and you wonder why I can't breath
You hurt me more than you could ever know
But I have a question when will it be my turn
To make you feel alone that's my worst pain
And the blade knows that so it takes away the pain
It whispers to me when I lie awake at night
Why don't you use me to make the pain go away
The voices in my head soon convince me
It's best for you it will make you not broken just numb
I doubt it until I use it
I soon forget you actually cared
Because that blade was there for me when you weren't
