Back Hug (ON GOING)

Chapter # 20 Another New Beginning ⚠️⚠️⚠️

Mina's POV ***
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As we get inside i didn't even give chaeyoung to talk i kiss her. I miss her soo much. Her smile, her face I miss her lkt, a lot. We break the kiss finally to catch the breath. But our lips are still resting on each others.

"im sorry" i whisper to her. She shake her head

"no it's my fault. Im the one who crossed the line. I shouldn't be like that" she said.

"what you mean cross the line. Listen you didn't do that. And it's your right to say that to me. You are my girlfriend right mm?" i ask her. She look up at me with teary eyes. Ohh my adorable baby.i wipe her tears.

"but still i was rude to you"

"no no it's not. I can't understand you chaeng. It's normal when we are in relationship. We care about each others. And i know you care about me a lot. I really appreciate that. Because no one did that to me. You make me feel special. You know that?" i said she smile finally.

" did i? "she ask.

" yes you are,you did that to me"i gave her big hug.

"i miss you" she whisper

"i miss you more"

"your husband still at home?" she ask me breaking the hug. I just nodded as yes. Bambam was sleeping when i leave. Since we sleep separately he won't notice that im missing.

"soo you should go home now. Maybe he will look for you" she said while withdrawing her self from me. I grabbed her wrist and pull her to me.

"i won't leave you. I will stay here with you today" i said while fixing her messy hair.

"but what if he find out that you were missing"

"he won't be able to do it. Because i don't sleep with him. I sleep separately"when i said that she smile. I know why.

" soo before sleep you need to take a bath mm! "when i said that she nodded and immediately went to her room after giving me a peck on my lips. I smile.

I just went to her room and lay down. I keep staring at the ceiling.

I don't know what should i do. Should i file a divorce case?.but what if our relationship is temporary?,

what if chaeyoung get a another girlfriend and leave me also? Ahh i don't know what to do. Should i just give up everything and go back to Japan? But i don't know i can stay without chaeyoung.

Ahh im soo attached to her.

"Penny for your thoughts" she said and lay down beside me. I turned to her side and look at her.

I remove her wet hair from her face, care her face and i hold her cheek. She move more closer and she place her arm under my head.

"chaeyoung ah~~"

"mm" she mumble

"what if we can't be together" when i ask that she didn't replied. After minutes i look up at her face. Looks like she is in deep thought.

"love?" i call her again.

"mmm.. Im sorry i was space out.

" what you were thinking? "

" i was thinking about us. Like what you ask, what if we can't be together "she sigh

" im scared "

" me too.. Im more scared. Im scared that one day you're husband will snatches you from me"she said i can see sadness from her voice.

I don't know what to say. I just kissed her. I can feel her tears on my cheek. But i stop and look at her.