Yours Till Eternity

66. Bottled up emotions

Next day morning...

kabir was lost in his thoughts

Kabir thinks - ye kunj chahe kuch bhi bol de but there is something.... i have sensed some discomfort in Ayu... n i think mujhe usse baat krni chahiye...

Kabir then went to Ayu's room to see him arranging some of his books.. 

kabir smiled - Ayu?

Ayu stiff when he listened his voice

Kabir with a smile - Me kuch madat kardu?? and tu ye sab akele kyu kar ra h kisi staff se kehdeta na vo arrange krdete

ayu coldly - Staff ko pta ni hoga konsi books kaha rkhni h.. 

kabir sighs - Acha to thik h mujje bata...  kia karna h.. me krdeta hu help..

kabir was about to.. but Ayu.. stopp him.. 

Ayu irritaated - Apko esa kyu lgta h.. har jgh har kisiko apki zarurat hogi.. i mean apse phle bhi to duniya thi na humari... 

kabir taken aback..  hurt but decided not to take it seriously cz he know ayu is immatured

Kabir shrugging off with a smile - uh.. ya u r right... ese kaha pe likha h ki har jgh meri zarurat hogi... par mujhe to tumlogo ki zarurt h na .. mujhe itne saalo baad apni family mili h..  mujhe kuch zyada he zarurt h

Ayu thinks - Ha tbhi to sabko apni trf kar re ho...  takk sab apko attention de or mujhe sab bhul jay

Kabir - Ayu .? kis soch me ho

Ayu - n..nothing

kabir smile - Acha wese abhi to tum football practice pr bhi ni jate .. chalo aj sham ko krte h .

lil did kabir knew that ayu was so much engrossed with his baseless insecurities .. that his existence has started irking him

kabir smiled - tujhe to or bht sare techniques sikhne tha na..

ayu - umm.. no thanks.. vo exam samne aa re h to abhi me kuch din insab pe focus ni krna chahta ..

saying he left leaving kabir upset and confused as well the more he tries to mingle up.. the more he creates distance ..

Next few days passes like this.. kabir was trying his best to mingle up but nothing was working...

one day

Ayu was trying to solve a maths but it wasnt happening

Ayu - Yr kia h.. ye maths solve kyu ni ho ra .. pichle 3 saal k model question me ye sum h.. ab me kia karu.. bhai.. umm bhai se  bolta hu . 

Ayu went to kunj room and found him sleeping... he was so tired after such a hectic schedule ..  it happens.. that most of the time he falls asleep without having his dinner..

Ayu sighs he went towards kunj to see kunj had fallen asleep while checking some mails...

Ayu then kept the laptop and phone aside and  made him sleep properly.. and covered him with blanket

ayu sighs - Ye bhai bhi na... ab to ese he so jaenge.. bina khaye.  ab agar jgaya to gussa karenge... pta ni khali pet nind aa kese jaty h .. meri to bhuk k mare nind tut jaty h 

Ayu sighs and come out n thinks - Ab mujhe maths kon solve kark dega .. dad bhi to ni h ghar me

Kabir was passing by..  he look at ayu.. who was carrying a copy and book ..

kabir wanted to ask him but thinks if he doesn't like it

kabir was passing by..

ayu - uhmm.. kia ap free ho??