KILLER BROTHER

the last of Jake

Jake's POV

⚠️‼️you are stepping into Jakes mind here. He is a mentally unstable character. Might have some triggers‼️⚠️

Nurse Blake walks into my room with my pills. I swallow and show him around my mouth. "That's good. You have a section today." I nod and follow him.

I have been really uneasy today. My parents are coming to see me. They come every Saturday after i was approved visitations but it's Wednesday.

They didn't let me see them for the first year. Lily came in with Sam and Abby but they couldn't come back after that. All three of them are a trigger.

I almost hit Lily but they stopped me. They make me mad and violent. My doctors said that they remind me of everything i put CC through.

The pain of what i did eats me alive every day. I have nightmares about actually killing her. The way i just left her with out a second thought. Bleeding and going to dinner like everything was normal.

Brandon has never come visit me, not once. I wish he would have killed me too. I don't want a life without CC or a life were i have been hurting her for years.

The doctors find reasons for everything, a label, a fucking diagnosis. They say i have personality disorders and especially narcissistic. Maybe other people are but im just a fucking monster.

"Please sit" Doctor Hernandez said. He points to the fucking couch like i don't now what to do after 4 years.

"I didn't have an appointment today. What's going on?" I sit crossing my arms. I want my arms cut off, i don't like them. They have done much worse than Brandon.

"Your parents are coming today. They have some news. That i believe will be better coming from them." He reads his papers.

"I want you to be mentally prepared. Just know that it's big news. Your progress has been slow over the years but it has been great so far. So remember our conversations."

Process?

What process? Can his fucking process make me 16 again before i hurt CC?

This is so fucking useless.

"Sure" i nod like a good boy just like they want. "Anything else?" He nods "i want to revisit the subject of Lily and your daughters." I shake my head.

"No i don't want to see them. They are a mistake and probably sick like me. You should probably lock them up in here before they do something. I don't give a fuck about Lily."

He nods writing down in his fucking note book. Like that solves shit. "That's okay we will revisit the subject in a month to see if anything changes." It won't.

"You done?" I ask. He nods and i walk out before he said another word. He is so full of shit.

12:30pm.

Mom and dad sit down in front of me. Mom is trying to not cry and dad can't look me in the eye. Dad told me that Brandon is making him come visit me so im not alone like we left him.

"Hi" i start the conversation. Dad nods and mom was going to hold my hands but remembered she can't. It's still some kind of prison after all.

"J-Jake we have something...we need to tell you." Mom nervously looks around. I nod "i know Doctor Hernandez told me you all had something big to tell me."

Mom nods repeatedly "yes well" she clears her throat and i can see the guards and a nurse getting closer. "CC woke up 2 days ago. She is completely healthy." She searches my face for a reaction.

"physically healthy at least" Dad murmured looking at the wall behind me.

My CC is back

She...she's not dead. I didn't kill her. My baby is okay, she is up.

"Dose she know im here?"

Mom nods "well when can she come visit?" Her eyes widened with horror. Dad glares at me "CC doesn't want to see you."

I shake my head "my CC loves me of course she's coming!!" The guards get closer. "Jake calm down." Mom softly whisper.

I calm down, take a big breath and laugh. "it's okay, it makes sense. I will just wait until i get out." I shrug "And give her time but she will miss me and love me. She always does. If i take to long she will get lonely and sad." I smile at my parents.

They look scared.

That makes me happy. Dad holds mom "she is with Brandon now and you can't hurt them." My mom blurts out.

I get up and pull her by her hair "YOU LYING BITCH!!" The guards pull me from her and dad hugs her. "YOU CAN'T KEEP US APart." I slurred the last part because the nurse drugged me.

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Jason Donovans POV (dad)

They drag him out and Claire sobs im my arms. He can't get out in 3 years. He is still very dangerous. Maybe in 10 we will see but he has made 0 really progress in 4 years.

He WILL come after CC and Brandon.

I have to take Claire out of here. It's slowly killing her to see Jake. Her depression is back. It was the same with Brandon. If she saw a picture or someone said his name she would cry and couldn't get out of bed.

The last straw was when she tried to commit suicide. She was hanging from our ceiling fan when Jake got home from school. He was the one that found her.

He was only 7 and he started to have behavior problems after that. We should have sent him to therapy but we just brushed it off.

I was to focused on Claire.

That's when we moved.

"Claire after his sentence is done. I want to take him to another mental institution. I'll pay for it but he can't be out there in the world ready to hurt anyone that makes him a little bit mad."

"He could kill some or himself"

She slowly nods. "I understand" she keeps crying.

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