KILLER BROTHER

Chapter 4

CC's POV

"CC Harvard starts in 3 weeks when where you planning on telling me that you aren't going?!!! And why not?! Why would you choose the state college when you want to be a lawyer?"

My mom has been yelling at me for years or at least it felt like it.

I got my papers to come early for orientation in the mail and my mom was the one that got them. I just didn't have the heart to tell her that I'm not going to Harvard.

"Mom i can become a lawyer there too and i am closer to home. This way i can still live with you. It's way safer."

Not the reason, not the reason at all.

"i'm done with you right now. I am going to the hospital before i kick your ass." She takes her keys and slams the door.

My mom is a Doctor that's how we have the house we do. That's how i could afford to dream so big in the first place.

I owe everything to her. She's a single parent and never complains so i hate to make her mad.

I walk next door to Jake's because i need him to take me to work. Mom said it's so I'm not a bratty kid that thinks she deserves everything just because she asked.

I don't mind.

I walk right in and up to his room but he isn't there. I look in his closet but nothing. "snooping"

Damn that voice. I can't stop thinking about him. He looked so hot with water dripping down his abs into his towel. The bathroom light glowing behind him making him look...NO!

"Hi Brandon have you s-seen Jake?" He has been here a week and i can't get used to him and the feeling that comes with him. I keep messing up my sentences after that night.

No one like him should be real. He also makes me very nervous because he's always just staring like he can see my soul.

He doesn't talk much to anyone else but he does with me. He just ignores his parents. As for him and Jake are usually glaring at each other for no reason.

Jake slapped me last time i asked where Brandon had been all this time. He told me to mind my own business.

"He's gone." He leans on the door frame. Brandon is so big there's no way around him. I want to claim him NO i don't.

"W-what? i need to ride y, A ride. H-e kn..knows that" i sighs texting Jake. I need to ride you? Seriously CC.

CC- where are you?

Jake-out.

CC- where?

Jake-CC Stop!

Fuck fuck noooo what am i going to do?

"What's wrong Flower" i love it when he calles me that. Well it's more like i hate that i love that he calls me that. "I need to go to work but i don't know how to drive a-and Jake isn't here."

When i was 16 my mom bought me a car but Jake didn't let me learn how to drive because he said that if i needed to go somewhere i could just go with him.

"Your 18" it wasn't a question. I nod "Yes i know but J-Jake drives me everywhere anyway."

He walk to me. The closer he gets the bigger he looks. "Jake's not here." it was a statement "so now what?" I can't breathe when he gets this close.

I look at the floor so i don't have to look into his eyes. He gently lifts my shin and cups my face. "Do you have a car Little Flower?"

I nod and i blush like crazy he is tooooooo close. I can feel his body heat all around me.