*His eyes* ||Fan fiction Louis Partridge

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I woke up the next morning and was freezing. It felt like the blanket wasn't there and all of my limbs felt numb from the cold.

My head hurt. Ty came in a few minutes after I woke up, he looked as tired as I felt. „We have to go in a few minutes." He mumbled and left without looking at me once.

I sighed and rolled out of bed. I didn't want to go back. I didn't want to go to school again. I didn't want to see James daily again.

We've been celebrating until the middle of the night and I didn't remember how I got into my bed.

I got dressed into something comfortable and then it was time to say goodbye again. I said goodbye to the others the night before.

Grandma looked at me with tears in her eyes but I forced myself to not cry this day. I hugged her tightly and swallowed the lump that had formed in my throat.

It was dark outside when we left the house and headed to the airport. It wasn't full at all, the first person we saw was a guy at the luggage drop.

And it was time to say goodbye again. I still tried to hold back the tears but it didn't work out so well. A warm tear made its way over my cheek.

Tyler smiled sadly„Don't cry." he whispered and wrapped his arms around my cold body. I pressed my face into his chest and smelled his scent one last time. „I'll visit you when I'm free Okay?" I bit my bottom lip and nodded before I let go of him.

My hands felt frozen again and my lips were shaking. „I love you so much." I whispered and he grinned „I know I love you too, now go your boarding started already." I nodded and turned around.

I've been sleeping the whole flight, I didn't even eat one meal I was just too tired.

The weather was great when we arrived at London's Airport. I got my bags and went out to the area where a lot of people were waiting for their family members. My Mom or James obviously not.

I looked down at my shoe tips and felt sad again. I thought how cool it would've been if my parents would stand there hand in hand and smiling at me. My dad would throw me in the air and turn with me and my mom would hug me and I would feel home.

But my dad was dead...My head flew up and my eyes widened „Fuck." I whispered. I forgot to visit him, to bring him flowers. I could've killed myself at that moment.

I slept with a boy I didn't know instead of visiting my dead father. Wow, I was a Great daughter.

„Claire!" I looked around...that voice sounded like... „Emley!" I said surprised as I spotted her in the crowd of people. Mike was standing next to her grinning.

I made my way to them and hugged her smiling „What...I mean why are you guys here." Emely grinned „Stupid question we're picking you up since you told me that your mom wouldn't have time to do it on the phone." I lied, I just knew she would t be here. But when emely asked why I said she would have a meeting at the doctor's office.

Mike looked at me grinning and hugged me „We missed you here." he whispered in my ear and couldn't stop grinning.

„Now give me your bags you look like you would fall asleep any second." I laughed „I slept the whole flight, but I'm still kinda tired."

„I know what you need now." Emely said and grabbed my hand to pull me out of the crowd, Mike followed us with my bags. „A coffee" I laughed and nodded „I guess it wouldn't harm me."

Mike put the bags in the back of his car and we drove to the Café near Covent Garden. The one we always go to.

We took a seat at our usual table and all ordered Coffee and a piece of chocolate cake. The cake was great and the coffee too. The only thing I missed about London were the everyday coffees with my friends.

We've been sitting in the corner of the small Café, the table looked like every other table but the chairs were the most comfortable chairs on this planet. They were big and you could easily lay on them.

I usually sat on the chair with crossed legs. And sitting there with joggers and a big ass hoodie felt great. Emely and Mike were talking about how they spend Thanksgiving but I was just quiet and listened to them talking. It relaxed me not to say anything.

The little bell over the door rang and a group of boys from our school came in. They were pretty loud. I watched them a while joking around until I saw Louis. He stood in front of the cashiers' desk and ordered something. His arms were crossed over his chest and the sun was shining thru a window directly into his face but it didn't bother him.

The cashier came back with a Cappuccino and gave it to him Louis turned and caught me staring. I quickly looked away and swallowed. Shit.

The boy's voices came near and I suddenly felt how someone touseled thru my hair from behind „Hey." I said and looked behind me. Louis was looking directly into my eyes and bit his bottom lip „looking cute today." he whispered and turned to his friends again.

My cheeks were burning when I turned to Emely and Mike again who looked at me with wide-opened eyes.

„You guys had sex!" Emely said horrified.

„Don't be so fuckin loud." I hissed „And no we didn't."

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