Shigaraki x Dabi {} Trigger Warning {} very gay

ninety-five

Tomura's Pov

"Are you awake?" Of course he got drunk, I can smell the alcohol through the door and it's hurting my nose "I think you should sober up before talking to me" I can see his shadow from under the door. He interrupted me from doing something stupid.

I need to throw this out. For good.

Reality is harsh and mean "I am, I was going to drink but I couldn't bring myself to and I spilled my glass on my shirt"

"Oh. Come in then" My everything hurts and I feel so empty, I can't be mad because I knoe I'm not enough. Im not a therapist or psychiatrist but I was trying. For once I was really trying.

The door creaked open and he stepped inside "I want to fix this I promise" He said slumping down onto the floor next to me. "Oh tomu.." he saw it in my hand, new and sharp "You knocking snapped me back, I'm not going to do it" I threw it onto the nightstand "Did I fuck up that bad? For you to even consider that"

"You fucked up bad, but It's just that you proposed and made me smile I was on top of the world then you switched moods instantly and started yelling. I wasn't very..conscious when I grabbed the razor"

"I want to get help" Dabi blurted out, biting his lip right after, "You helped me a lot, but this is something I think I might need medication for and I push a lot of this onto you and I-Im willing to go to Ujiko"

I snapped his head to face Dabi "No! Don't go to him okay? He'll hurt you more and I don't know what I would do if that happened! I can find you a real doctor, a-a therapist who won't hurt you okay? I'll pay for it to and make sure they're a good fit" I said wanting to get onto the floor with him and give him everything.

"You're willing to do that for me? After everything I did?" He asked and hesitantly leaned his head onto my knee. "I've said it before, I love you and I'm willing to do anything for you and I know we can get through this...together. but I'm very worried about you"

"I know and I am sorry, Did I burn you? Again.."

"You didn't but it's starting to bruise"
I said carefully touching my arm "And I'm sorry to, I promise I am" I said letting myself give him affection. Just running my hand through his hair.

"You're so nice to me...even after I said you were a bad partner, lied and forced you to kiss me, I keep burning or bruising you!" Dabi can cry only pull open the thin skin and make him bleed.

He's holding my leg and dry crying into my pants "You're my world, you brought me joy when nothing else did, you stay by my side, I may not be able to forgive you right away and I may be upset but I'm going to get you the help you need and deserve" I'm being honest, I'm disappointed and hurt by his actions but no matter what I know he's trying.

"Do- do you still love me? You're still my favorite boy! You're mine and I don't want to lose you!"

"I said it a minute ago bub, I love you, more than you can imagine" I leaned down and put my head against his, I was able to slip my other hand under his face and have him look up at me. "We do this together, but I think you owe kurogiri an apology and I want you to make it up to me and I'll make it up to you alright?"

Im dumb and in love.

He tried this shit awhile ago, He's taller and bigger than me and no longer on my leg. "I will I promise but I have some anger left in me"

'Why's that? Is it something we can fix?"

"Yeah it's just adrenaline, I want to make it go away"

"And how would you do that?"

"By fucking the life out of you" I shot up and I was going to say something but my hand has a mind of its own, I don't think I've slapped someone this hard in years "Dabi no. We are absolutely not using that as a way to make up for fights because it's not healthy, It's going to end up with me getting over stimulated or having a complete break and you still being mad in the end. Yeah we csn fuck around but not when we fight okay?"

"Sorry! Im sorry I know, we talked about this awhile ago. Shit Tomura I'm sorry okay? Just.." he sighed heavily "do I have to sleep alone tonight?"

"I think I would do something stupid if you left, You know you're welcome to stay in here at night with me but we need a shower, badly"

"Stinky boyfriend" He said putting his head on my shoulder "Im your Stinky fiancé"

"Oh yeah! Gimme your hand!"

He stood straight and took my hand, the gorgeous ring fits perfectly "I love you"

"Always and forever"