Shigaraki x Dabi {} Trigger Warning {} very gay

Chapter Sixty-three

Shigarakis pov.

"Do you realize what you hurting yourself does to me? Like at all? Even when you don't realize your hurting yourself it affects me! It's draining, you keep talking about how you want to kill yourself makes me think I didn't do enough for you!"
Dabi said sitting up finally, huffing.

Does it affect him that much? Is he exaggerating or not?

Why should he care?!

"It's difficult! Am I not enough?! What am I doing wrong?" He hissed, do I mean that much to him? What's sooo special about me.

"What makes you like me!? That's all I want to know, because I must be real fucking special if you care that much you idiot, I don't see what you see" I kept rubbing and wiping my eye's with mt sleeves.

Why am I crying?

No ones cared this much.

No one's ever cared.

"You dipshit, I like you! All of you, You're smart but you can be clueless, you're the most perfect person I've met, There's so much to understand about you yet I feel like I know everything, Even though I don't"
He held his head in his hands and sighed.

"I just like you, You're the one good thing that happened to me"

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"I'm sorry"

He lifted his head in confusion, waiting for me to talk again.

"I didn't know!"

I feel horrible! I feel so bad, I feel so mean.
Im sorry.

Im sorry!

Im so so sorry!

"You didn't know..I never directly told you, I probably should've, but don't cry, It makes me sad when you cry" Im not a big bad villain, Im just a dumb adult.

But Im still going to save this world, this rotten society needs to be rewritten, even if my life was good. I could never be a hero because of my quirk.

He held my head in his lap, talking, I wasn't listening.

I think it's important.

"-It's never going to be perfect. But one day we'll be away from all this, things will be okay I promise" Im lucky.

Real fucking lucky.

"And im really, really fucking sorry about giving you sleeping medication, I was panicking and you needed sleep"

"That's fine, I knew what it was, It helped me sleep through the night"

"You're calm now"

"Yeah..I just feel calm now, still some frustration but I'm just, happy, ya know?"

"You're such a dork, I love you"

He smiled down at me and let me put my hand on his head, pushing back his hair. Im so gay for this idiot.

Im not even mad.

"Can we go back to before? I wasn't done kissing you"

"Why? You already give me enough kisses"

"There's no such thing as to many or enough" Whatever you say.

WAIT NO.

"Stop! S-STOP THAT TICKLES! KNOCK IT OFF!"

"Never!"

I thought we we're kissing not torturing me, I can't catch my breath.

"YOU ASSHAT! STOP IT!"

"Oh fine, but Im tickling you later, your so ticklish on your sides" Dabi teased, already planning to be an asshole later, you can see it in his smirk.

"You're heavy"

"You're comfy" first he was tickling me amd now im his pillow, just full body hugging me.

Whatever, he's happy.