Tomura's Pov ten minutes later.
"I don't want to drive you away from me, I get worse and worse and see the pain and fesr in your eyes, I notice when you get scared of me" he said slowly, we dropped by his room to grab his pajamas and he's been talking for a bit.
He keeps walking behind me not next to or infront of me, "That's why I'm helping you get help, And it's okay to ask for help Dabi, I know the world is shit, everyone sucks and I cant fix that for you but I can help you, I'm willing to pay and wait for you, I'll always wait for you"
I know I call him dumb and tell him he's an idiot and I think maybe we should put down more boundaries for ourselves, the only one I have set for him is that he doesn't lie.
"Im scared."
My body stopped as he pulled me close to him "Im so scared! What If one day I become to much? What if I force you to do something...something gross"
"You wouldn't, I believe in you and believe it or not I have a meeting set Tomorrow, private therapist, Im giving him an interview and Im looking into us moving, a change of scenery might help you" Im fast on my phone to, I have money.
Well...I don't have a lot. I can cash in some favors, or I could get some sort of illegal job.
I honestly think that if we move Dabi will get a bit better."That's what you've been doing?"
"Yeah, Im trying to help you before we have another bathroom incident that was a lot of staples and blood, Seeing you like that terrifies me"
"I know and I'm sorry"
He breathed down my neck and I could feel him shake and mumble, "Let's go shower, we both smell" I was able to hold one of his hands and smile, I can feel his heart beat and it's very reassuring to me and comforting.
I'm happy and safe with him.
He let me go and walked to the bathroom for his shower and I waited outside. Setting up a time for a interview, he's cooperating and very nice and is willing to do the sessions here.And I've been looking at old cabins or buildings in the woods that are selling for cheap I can fix up the small things easily.
Plus somewhere away from people, heroes, cities...It'll be a change of scenery that might help Dabi clear his mind and yeah it isn't Greenland but Im okay with that.
It was just a fantasy that I wished to be true.
Im feeling hungry now, we left our stuff on the rooftop so I'm crabby and hungry, tired, excited, worried. I feel so many things at once. It's so weird.
"Let's make this faster, get in" he let all the steam out "Alright but don't say shit about the mole on my hip"
"But I love it! I like your moles"
"I know, I haven't said this out loud but you know that little pudge you have? It's a adorable and I love it!" I said stepping inside, everyone has a little pudge, I do, Toga, twice. Everyone.
But burning pile has a little more, yeah he's muscular but he has some extra pudge and I love it! It's just so-
I dunno! Perfect!
"Really? You mean it?"
"Absolutely, It's just so cute, so nice, I like your little gut"
"You flatter me Shiga, now come on I need you to get my back my arms are sore as hell" He said stepping in with my following, "The burns are spreading"
"I know"
"Does it hurt more now?"
"Sometimes yeah but, I promise to take it easy!".
He smiled, It's a smile that's contagious and makes others want to smile, I gently scrubbed his back and he got my hair.That was fatser then taking turns.
In and out.
No longer smelly.
"Time for bed?""Yeah, Im exhausted"
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Shigaraki x Dabi {} Trigger Warning {} very gay
FanficShigarakis mind is an abyss of insanity and pain. His touched starved self constantly blocking himself off from everybody, his emotions festering inside, clawing their way out, he can only keep them bottled up for so long. Dabi couldn't help but alw...