(inspired by the song above and yes I love my chemical romance, I'm new to it but it's AMAZING! This will be a longer chapter :>)
(these letters are the song lyrics
(Kokichis pov)
I walked into the cafeteria and saw shuichi making out with kaito, ow.
Why am I not good enough?
It will never be me.
No one will love me.
Never.
I walked back to my dorm and saw something on the ground, it were lots of roses.
I threw them away.
Always send you roses when they think you need to smile.
I screamed loudly and pulled my hair.
I was almost having a panic attack.
I can't control myself because I don't know how.
I know they love to watch me suffer.. They hate me.. AAAAAAHHH!
I know they love my pain.
They love my wrath..
They want me dead.
And they love me for it, honestly, I'll be here for a while!
I walked in my dorm and picked a razor, and I started cutting.
So give them blood, blood.
I kept cutting and there was lots of blood.
Gallons of the stuff.
I kept cutting and you could almost see my bone.
It will never be enough, I have to die for them.
Give them all that they could drink and it will never be enough.
I kept cutting more and more.
So give them blood, blood, blood!
The blood was surrounding on the floor.
Grab a glass cause there is going to be a flood.
I'm the odd one out.
A celebrated man among the gurneys.
Could therapy fix me? No... They would need lots of hope and luck for that..
They can fix me with a proper bit of luck.
Gosh I will need to give those nurses and doctors so much money for them to fix these injuries..
I already gave them so much.. I'm like their money rat...
The doctors and nurses, they adore me so.
They probably hate taking care of a awful fuck like me.
But it's quite alarming cause I'm such a awful fuck.
I kept cutting and cutting and cutting.
I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff.
The cuts will never be enough..
I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough.
No one loves me.
I gave you blood, blood, blood!
Wait...what if Shumai is pranking me?
Im the kind of human wreckage that you love.
No he can't be..
(I LOVE THIS SONG AAAAAH)
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