i cant lose you

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(Tw:This chapter includes really heavy panic attacks)










(Kokichis pov)











I woke up realizing what happened, he saw me.. I treated him so bad.....
"Ah, your awake!" Shuichi said.
"P-please d-ont h-hurt me...." I said, shaking.
"Ouma calm down, I won't hurt you." He said.
I was shaking lots, it felt like i couldn't breathe....it hurt..
Help....
Before I knew it I was hyper ventilating
"Ouma....shhhh....calm down..." he said, trying to comfort me
I was shaking and hyper ventilating so badly, I screamed, without noticing.
"Ouma..." he said, worried
I pulled my hair harshly, backed up to the wall, slammed my head to the wall.
"OUMA!?!?" He said.
I was still in a panic attack....
I....
Can't.....
Breathe.....
Then my vision became blurry
IT HURTS
PLEASE
SAVE ME
DONT
HURT
ME
PLEASE
I BEG YOU
then I passed out...




















After a while I woke up, in a white hospital bed, I tried to talk, but my voice was soft and very hoarse, it sounded like a whisper.
I saw shuichi sitting there
"Ouma, your awake...phew....." he said.
"S...shu.......w....where...am.....I....." I whispered softly.
"In a hospital, while you didint notice you were harming yourself to the point your pulse was weak..but don't worry, I'll be there to help you!" he said.
"O....okay....." I very softly said.








(Taddaaaaaa, first post of the day for me xD)

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