Falling in love with my character.

Where is he ?

Nubsib

            It was late , like 1 in the night by the time i reached home . I took a shower and tried sleeping but couldnt ,maybe because of the coffees i had in the day . Ughhh i really want to sleep , but i cant .

I turned on the Tv but nothing interesting was playing . Then i was remembered of the book and I took it from my bag to read. Initially i had no interest in reading the book , but then I had nothing better to do so whatever. 

As i was reading the book , i felt the storyline similar you know like a deja vu .Then it hit me . 

My memories came rushing . Like a file was taken out from the top shelf which had dust and spider webs. Well the file is more than 10 years old so obviously it had spider webs. I  recalled all that happened 10 years ago and trust me those were not good ones.

'Come back!' i could hear my father shout . I ignored him and continued to walk . Had I stopped this would never happen. I would have stayed with my love P'Gene.

So , according to the book , he doesn't remember anything that has happened . I wish he could remember me. All our memories , our time together everything forgotten. Actually , had I not found the book , even i would have buried our memories. 

I want to find P'gene and tell him about us , so that ha can fall in love with me . The accident that happened 10 years ago took a toll on me. P'Gene moved to another city and I could not forget him , so my father put me in a boarding school and things have been so hectic that it was hard to get by each day . I only kept me in mind that I forgot about rest. Now I a remember everything i want to go back to the times when i was actually happy , happy because of P'Gene.

Gene

         "No why would I ?" i shouted at my manager ."It is the director's wish !!" 

 " AND I AM NOT COMING" i said . Apparently the director wants me to be there for the auditions as judge . 

I didn't even reveal my identity and they expect me to attend the events . I really hate attention . If i agree to go to the audition i need to reveal my identity before going there . What a plan . I need to surrender . 

"Fine ! Set up a meeting I will reveal my identity and also attend the audition ", i literally screamed at my manager .

I am revealing my identity mainly to take revenge on my father and also to prove him that his words cant get into my head . I am mine and no one can control me .

I dont care what he thinks . 

And I will try to love the attention , after all they are from my fans  who love me .