Do you still love me, Kageyama?”
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“L/n, you are drunk.” Kageyama told me while he took the bottle out of my hand
“Nooo I’m not.” I whined while I reached for the bottle
“L/n, we should head-” Kageyama started
“Shhhhhh…” I slurred while I stood up stumbling over my own feet, while Kageyama was quick to be by my side
“Do you hear that?” I cupped my ear while I leaned forward, and Kageyama gently held my waist to keep me balanced
“Hear what?” He asked while he returned me to my feet
“Water.” I said while I stared at him
“Water?” He repeated and I nodded before he added “There is a beach nearby.”
(Yes I know there really aren’t any beaches nearby, but for the plot of the story pretend there is)
“Where?” I asked causing him to point in the direction I was listening to
“Come on let’s go.” I said while I began to drag him along
“L/n, I don’t think that is a good idea-” He said while I continued to pull him along
“Come on, let loose a little.” I said while he stopped, while I continued to pull on his arm
“It’s already a new day-”
“Mmhmmm, we need to start the day right. And we need to start it right after a day like yesterday,” I said before adding “And there is no better way to start your day, then on a beach.”
“But-”
“Come on, otherwise we won’t have much time.” I said while I began to drag him along with me
“L/n, I can walk on my own.” Kageyama said after a few moments of walking
“What are you scared of? Cooties?” I asked teasingly
“I don’t want anyone to get the wrong idea.” He said causing me to stop
“What do you mean there is nobody around.” I asked while I turned to face him
“I mean… me.” He said, causing me to let go of him, before he added “It may not mean anything to you but-”
“I’m sorry.” I said while I hung my head while I let go of him while I felt myself sober up from the realization “I got you wrapped up in my mess and took advantage of your kindness.”
“It’s not that. I just don’t want to get attached again, if I don’t even know if you are going to stay.”
“I’m not sure what you want me to say.” I said after a moment in silence, because I felt like anything I would say would hurt him more
“I want to know that you aren’t going to disappear again.” He said causing me to look up
“Why ask that and not about how I feel about you?” I asked
“Because it doesn’t matter how you feel about me. As long as you are in my life, it doesn’t matter what happens. Even if you end up with someone else-”
“I couldn’t imagine myself with anyone, but you.” I said before realizing what I said
“L/n-”
“I’m sorry, I’m not sober.” I said while I took a step back away from him “We should really start heading to the beach.” I said while I turned around in the direction we were headed
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FanfictionMy second year of high school is the first true memories I actually remember. Apparently, I had been in a bus accident during my first year at my old school but I lost my memories because my brain was redamaged during the bus accident. It was the 2n...
