Friends With Benefits • Suna R.

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author's point of view..

"osamu? does atsumu really likes me?" you asked osamu as you were looking at atsumu and suna who is currently being scolded by kita right now.

they look like little kids being scolded by their dad as they both are sitting on the bench while kita stood up in front of them while aran was beside him.

"you know, atsumu talks about you a lot" osamu replied.

you looked at him, because all this time. you thought atsumu's intention was just to make fun of you, or he was just pranking you. but now, there is this side of you that believes him.

osamu isn't really the type of guy to lie, and support his brother to his silliness. specially, you're not a stranger to the both of them.

"this is the first time someone confessed to me, and i cannot believe it's atsumu.." you giggled as you shook your head.

well, you kinda felt great knowing someone has a crush on you... at least now you know the you are likable.

"atsumu doesn't really talk to girls, the way he talks to you... his way of showing affection is by teasing you" osamu spoke.

you nodded and laugh. "all this time.." atsumu has a crush on you..

time skip.

"stay away from him." suna stated while he sat on the couch, turning on the television.

"why?" you asked, with your brows raised.

"because.... he gets distracted from his play" he replied, in a very cold way.

"he plays the same to be honest" you shrugged as you take out the plates for your dinner tonight.

"what? so your going to flirt with him? how are we supposed to beat karasuno if you're distracting him?"

his statement pissed you off, you stopped whatever your doing and faced him.

"why are you sounding like a possessive boyfriend, when your not even my boyfriend?" you questioned putting your hands on your hips.

your words caught suna off guard, as his eyes widen from the statement you stated. this made his blood boil, to the fact that your rubbing it to his face that he doesn't have rights to tell you what to do.

but instead of concealing it, and just completely apologize... his hot headed and jealousy took over him.

"i'm just stating what's right, y/n. and if you don't agree with that then fine. continue flirting with him until you get to see yourself under him!" he yelled.

your expression changed from what he just said, suna in the other hand was also shocked from what he just said to you. he wasn't expecting to say that nor wanting to say that... he just let his feelings took the better of him.

"a-are you saying that i only talk with him.... for the sake of sex?" your heart was aching, and tears wanted to flow down on your cheeks as you were looking at suna.

"n-no... y/n that's not it—"

"then what makes our relationship, different then?" you asked, as you were trying to control your tears from falling.

"y/n..."

"i'm pretty sure that you only stayed as my friend because i let you fuck me.." your breathing started to get heavier as you felt more pain, just by looking at his eyes.

"what? is that what you think of me? that i was just here for your body?"

"well what else then?!" you yelled, questioning what he really thinks and feel about you.

"y/n, you are my friend.... and i cannot believe you think that way. even if we don't have this friends with benefits relationship. i'm still here as your friend"

friend... it's just a word but it hit you so hard, you guys are just friends. nothing more, nothing less.

"then if we're just friends, why are you acting like that towards atsumu? am i not allowed to be liked by anyone now?" you sigh as you bite your lips, controlling your emotions.

"y/n, you need to calm down first... cause this isn't going to the way we want, so i'll just go home to let you ease up your mind.." he shakes his head as he grabs his bag and left.

leaving you just standing there, dumbfounded and deeply hurt by this argument. he just left you like that and didn't apologize.

he left you here all alone for the night, only by yourself.... he left you as if you don't mean a lot to him..

"suna.... i'm scared" you whispered as you are staring at the door where he exit.

finally, the tears that are drowning you. finally falls down on your cheeks uncontrollably while staring at the door..

the next day..

suna keeps peeking at the class room door, waiting for your presence to enter the room as the teacher was lecturing in front of him.

he can't focus on the class, knowing that it's already the second subject and you haven't arrived yet. talk about having an argument with you last night just makes him feel bad even more.

he regrets leaving you, but he thought that you might need some space... but seeing you not around, just worried the shit out of him.

specially, it's his fault in the first place.

"okay, that will be it for today.. and to all absents for today.. please inform then that we will have a test for tomorrow... class dismissed"

suna released a sigh, as he looks down on his desk while he clinched his fist.

but he decided to stand up and leave the room, he felt dehydrated from this thinking and worrying about you. but have he tried calling nor texting you? no. he doesn't have a guts for that.

he walks over the vending machine, that's on the hallway to get something to drink. not until he heard a familiar small voice, from a far.

"rin rin!"

he rolled his eyes after hearing that small and annoying voice calling him. but he chose to ignore it and open the lid of the can and drink the soda straight up.

"heyy! i was wondering if you want to have a lunch with me?" karen asked, smiling so brightly that annoys the shit out of suna.

"not interested.." he replied.

"come on! my treat!"

"i don't care karen, i said i'm not interested.."

"why not? y/n isn't around so i guess no one is preventing you to spend some time with me" she decided to give him a puppy eyes.

"learn some respect, y/n is older than you. and she doesn't prevent me on hanging out with anyone... and don't even mention her name over that filthy annoying mouth of yours, damn it!" he roared as he walks away from her.

suna's mood was completely ruined because of karen, and besides his mind is already filled with the thoughts of you not showing up for school today. so he doesn't have time to deal with karen.

"tsk! i will make you mine soon.." karen whispered to herself.

"good luck with that.." a guy suddenly appeared to her sight.

"a-atsumu-senpai?"

"the one and only" atsumu smirked.

"i heard you like y/n too? and i want rin rin to be mine.... so why don't we make a deal?" karen smirked offering a handshake to atsumu.

atsumu looked at her hand, as a smile appeared to his lips....