you are just staring at your phone, blankly as tears kept on trolling down your cheeks while repeatedly playing the video, karen has sent you..it was no ordinary video, it was a video of her and suna making out on the couch where you last saw them... so they were basically making out before you even saw them.
meanwhile, atsumu just stared at you... worried as he has hid hands on your bag. carefully rubbing it. he doesn't even know how to comfort you, but he is absolutely trying his best.
you are sitting at a plant box, not so far away from your house as you let everything out. you don't wanna go home looking like a mess after your parents texted you that they just got home.
luckily for you, you have atsumu beside you so you don't feel scared at all.
"i literally gave him everything, tsumu.." you sniff as you whipped your tears after finally shutting down your phone.
"i know, y/n... please don't cry. it's hard for me to see you cry since i always see you smile.." atsumu replies.
"i feel like i'm over reacting, we're not even in a relationship! why am i being so dramatic!" you hissed at yourself as more tears started to drop.
"it's not like that, it's just... you l-loved him and he was giving you mixed feelings.. so don't blame yourself"
you smiled and nodded as you sniff. you stood up nodding as you while your tears away. trying to feel as confident as ever. you're done with suna, after all these years of him treating you like shit. it's over for him, you're going to move on from him.
"wait... shouldn't you be home? like it's your party?" you asked him.
"yeah, sumu can handle that.." he replied with a smile.
you smiled back for appreciating him for ditching his own party to accompany you.. plus, you felt warm because of his coat wrapped around you. this is the kind of treatment you always wanted to have, and now you're getting it... although, it's not from the person you wanted the most..
"i think, i should go home... so you can go back to your party" you giggled.
"i don't mind spending some more time with you" he stood up. "because that's what i've been wanting to for a long time... suna always has your attention"
"aww, now suna won't have my attention" you said cupping his face with your hands.
"as you should~" he cupped your face back as you both started to laugh.
finally, you felt like someone would take care of you in the times you need... not just someone who needs you because of your body.
"may i?" atsumu was asking for your permission to wrap his arms around your shoulder.
"yes, you may.." you smile as he did what he wanted to do, and you both went to the direction of your house... happily walking.
not knowing that someone was looking at you all these time.. the times you are crying and the times you are finally giggling.
"i'll come back for you.." the person whispered to himself as he was holding his hoodie that he was about to give it to you.
but someone already wrapped theirs to you... so the person just stood there, and watch you walked away with the arms of someone...
the next day..
today is saturday, so you don't have school for today. that's why you woke up late since you've been crying to your sleep last night. your eyes are a bit puff right now as you are scared to face your parents.
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Friends With Benefits • Suna R.
Romanceyou and suna are neighbors since you were a little kid, your parents are close to his so you kinda grew a friendship with him. not until, you came to high school and became their manager in volleyball team. things between you and suna started to cha...