First Snow.

It's all good now. (Chapter 13)

I quickly rolled off of Felix and sat up straight, fixing my hair to face who was at the door. Felix sat up hastily and cleared his throat when a smile arose across his face. "Binnie!" Felix squealed hopping off the bed almost knocking me over. Felix ran over and wrapped his arms around Changbin. Fuck, why didn't he knock? Changbin wrapped his arms half-heartedly around Felix giving him a lazy pat on the back, all the while looking over Felix's shoulder staring at me. His face looked confused and surprised like he had just walked in on something that he shouldn't have. But his eyes were dark and intense like they were hiding a storm of envy and lust. My neediness was not being helped by the look he was giving me. I was still heavily feeling the effects of my encounter with Felix.

Felix and Changbin pulled apart from eachother and Felix grabbed Changbin's shoulders and faced him. "I hope you are here to apologize to Bee!" he said confidently before letting go of his shoulders. Felix let out an audible 'hmph' while weaving around him to walk out of the room. Changbin just stood there holding onto the doorknob of my bedroom door. It was like he was buffering on how to address what he had just witnessed or maybe he was gathering his thoughts that he had suddenly lost. I quickly swallowed, turned my head away from him and went back to watching Netflix. "Sorry." He said. "Should I leave?" Changbin asked. Still highly pissed with him, I just shrugged and continued looking at the TV, scrolling through shows with the remote in my hand.

"I just came in here to get my shirt. It's a bit chilly." I nodded still staring at the television. I found this all a bit hilarious and bit my inner lip to keep from laughing. Of course it didn't work and a small laugh escaped my lips, easing the tension of the room. Changbin relaxed his shoulders and gave me a side smirk in response. "It's on the bathroom shelf." I said while motioning my head towards the bathroom door. Changbin shut my bedroom door behind him as he walked into my room and head towards the bathroom. He grabbed his shirt off the shelf and pulled it on over his head. I took the opportunity to glance over at his muscles tensing and flexing as he put his shirt on, making sure to look back quickly so that he wouldn't catch me staring. I rapidly attempted to fix my disheveled state while he wasn't looking. I crossed my legs, wiped under my eyes, adjusted my shirt, and fixed my hair with the hand not holding the remote.

Changbin walked over next to me exiting from the bathroom. "Can I sit next to you?" He asked sheepishly. "I do want to apologize and not just because Felix told me too" I looked at him and nodded, motioning for him to have a seat on my bed. He smiled and sat down next to me causing my heart to suddenly race for some reason. "I am really sorry, Bee. I shouldn't have behaved like that in your home. Almost getting into a fight with Chan and raising my voice... and my language. It was really disrespectful." He said while looking at me with puppy dog eyes. "It was just the way that he talked to Han like that and how he was looking at you like he was pissed off. Well it made me pissed off. The way he was acting was foolish and rude and I should've handled it better and not caused a scene. I really am sorry. Do you think you can forgive me?" Changbin asked me genuinely. "Thank you, Binnie. I appreciate that and I understand where you were coming from. Just next time something like that happens, please pull me aside or something and let me know so I can diffuse the situation calmly, okay? However, I forgive you... for now." I said tauntingly before I assured him with a warm and friendly smile. He nodded his head in agreement and put out his hand to shake on it.

I laughed at his awkward gesture before his hand was holding mine and I got tingles all over my body. His skin against mine sent all of my senses into overdrive no matter how much I tried to deny it. I couldn't help but think about what Felix had just told me and whether the guys would be pissed at him if they knew. Why do these guys have such an effect on me? I pulled my hand away quickly as my mind started going into uncharted territory again. I loved the feeling of having butterflies in the pit of my stomach again but this... this was too much. Too many butterflies.

Changbin smiled and chuckled at me. I was unsure if it was because he noticed my tales. "Hey! You called me Binnie! It's about time. That means were friends now, ya know?" He nudged me and I cracked a small smile rolling my eyes at him. "Ah, I should probably go help the boys tunnel out to the bus to bring in our things. Chan has been out there tunneling for the past few minutes. I'm sure he will be in here shortly to apologize to you as well." Binnie said while slapping his thighs before getting off the bed. "So you guys made up already? That was fast" I said while laying the remote down and raising my eyebrows. Changbin shook his head, "Yeah, Chan and I fight all the time but we never mean any harm. Kind of like how siblings fight. Chan is our hyung, our leader. He does a lot for us and always has the best intentions at heart. Although, he is not always the best at displaying them. What you saw of him this morning was very out of his character. He's a nice guy. I promise." Changbin explained with a sincere look.

"Good! I'm glad that you guys made up and won't be fighting anymore. Hopefully now we can enjoy the day togther. We won't have this opportunity to hang out for very long." I said to him happily but also feeling slightly blue at my realization. "That's good that you guys are bringing your stuff in too. You all need to shower and get a change of clothes. You're stinking up the place." I said jokingly breaking myself from my saddening thought. "So evil!" Changbin said while narrowing his eyes at me. "I think that's your feet that smells, not us." He said in response backing away from the bed dramatically. "Hey!" I shouted. "My feet do not smell! I have already showered and changed my clothes for the day if you haven't noticed. Thank you very much!" I said laying the remote down and huffing while pulling my legs up slowly from the foot of the bed.

"I'm just messing with you, Bee." Changbin responded playfully. "And I did notice 'Thank you very much.' You must like baby blue, huh?" He asked me. "I've been told it's my color!" I said in response with a cheery smile on my face as I shimmied a little bit to show off. "Well, I think whoever told you that is right. You look really nice." Binnie said casually clearing his throat but causing me to have palpitations. I thanked him and went back to staring at the TV to keep my face from blushing again. Stupid fucking cheeks. Always telling everyone my secrets. Changbin walked to the bedroom door holding onto the door knob. "It's kinda funny that I smell like you now that you wore this shirt last night. I like it though, makes me want cupcakes." Changbin said while releasing the collar of his shirt from his fist. "Thanks, it's vanilla and honey. It's just my perfume." I explained after laughing at the coincidence. "Felix literally just told me he liked it too. I must smell nice!" I said proudly while lifting my sleeve up to my nose and sniffing it.

"Oh yeah... So... you and Lix, huh?" Changbin said teasingly, lifting an eyebrow and tucking his tongue into his cheek. I lifted up and looked at him defensively while composing myself. "No! It's not like that. You just walked in at a weird time. We were just having a friendly tickle fight is all!" I stuttered a little bit while explaining. "Uh-huh sureeeeee" Changbin said slowly. "Looked like to me you were straddling the man about to start making out or who knows what." He said playfully while puckering his lips, making kissing noises, and putting his hands up in front of him moving them up and down. "No! Oh my God. Get out of here and go help your friends, Changbin!" I glared at him lifting up a pillow from my bed and tossing it at him. Of course he dodged it. I made sure to enunciate Changbin so he would realize I didn't call him Binnie this time. He smiled, opened the door, and threw his hands up slowly backing away out of my room and walked down the hallway in defeat. My crappy mood from this morning had completely turned around as I turned the TV off and hopped down out of bed, heading down the hall into the living room to join the others.