Infidelity | a NamHope AU (Oneshot)

Infidelity - Part 3

Namjoon saw the boy's face. He frozed on his spot, hearing Hoseok groaning. He was wondering why Hoseok was like this not until...

He saw the crutch on the floor and...
Hoseok's left foot with cast...

"H-hoseok-ah..."

He helped Hoseok who was nearly passing out, to lean on his chest. He pitied Hoseok who was groaning softly in pain. He was worried.

"W-what happened? Why did this happened to you?" Namjoon hugged Hoseok.

"Namjoon..."

Namjoon looked at Hoseok, who was also looking at him. He could see through Hoseok's eyes that he's been in pain.

"Let me bring you to the hospital..."

Namjoon was about to help Hoseok to stood up but he felt Hoseok, gripping on his coat. He looked at him, confused.

"Why? What's the matter?"

"What are your feelings for Seokjin?" Hoseok was still enduring the pain while asking his boyfriend. Namjoon ended up saying nothing and just stared at him.

He's nervous, on what would Hoseok do. Seokjin is his childhood bestfriend.

"Both of you were such a fool..." Namjoon noticed Hoseok's  tears fell. And the elder looked away from him.

"W-what happened to your foot-"

"I injured myself... "

"Then why are you wearing cast? W-why are you using those?" Namjoon looked at the crutch, on the floor. He looked at Hoseok who was still looking away from him.

"Talk to me... Is this the reason why you were avoiding me?" Namjoon asked and ended up receiving a stare from the elder.

"You don't have to worry about me anymore... This is none of your business..." Hoseok tried to stood up, but he fell. Luckily, Namjoon caught him. He avoided the glances of the younger.

"Can you get the crutches... For me?" Hoseok said, while avoiding any glances from the younger. Namjoon agreed and gets the crutches from the floor amd helped Hoseok to stand.

"Hoseok..."

Hoseok starts to walk all by himself, not minding Namjoon who was calling his name. Namjoon sighed deeply as he was left alone at Hoseok's practice room.

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It was already dark outside and Hoseok decided to go alone to their apartment where him and Namjoon were staying. He will get his stuffs and will call his parents to pick him up.

"Hey, Jung Hoseok!"

Hoseok got startled when he heard his name. He looked at his back, seeing Namjoon who's approaching him already. He just stood still and looked away.

"Where are you going?" Namjoon held his hand but he just let him to do so. He looked at Namjoon and smiled sadly.

"Where do you think I'm going?" Hoseok's smile faded away and he took his hand away.

"Let's go home..."

Namjoon were still worried. He knows Hoseok knew everything.

--

Namjoon opened the door and helped Hoseok to get inside. Hoseok walked to the couch and put his bag down. He sat down and sighed heavily.

Namjoon closed the door and looked at Hoseok who was resting on the couch. He sat beside the elder and looked at him.

"Hyung... Talk to me..." Namjoon said and Hoseok looked at him. The sweetness from Hoseok's eyes disappeared. From cheerful Hoseok who gives him kisses and hugs everyday, became cold Hoseok who only stares at him and not talking.

Namjoon started to felt guilty. He didn't liked Hoseok from the start, since he had a crush on Seokjin. But he fell for Hoseok in their relationship for 4 years.

He was the cold one in their relationship before. But he hurt the one who loved him the most in his entire life.

"Hoseok-"

"I saw it..."

"What?"

Hoseok looked at Namjoon. "You, with Jin-hyung..."

Namjoon were totally doomed. He bit his lip.

"Not just that... Also the way you talk to him, and the way you look at him..." Hoseok looked away and smiled bitterly. "Differs a lot on how the way you talk and look at me..."

"Hoseok... I..."

"Save that... I don't need that..." He looked at him and smiled. "I'll pack my things..." Hoseok gets his crutches but Namjoon stopped him.

"W-where are you going?" Namjoon's tears fell as he looked at Hoseok.

"Let's end this... You don't have to care about me... Ah.. You actually never cared about me..." Hoseok smiled sarcastically at him and shook his hand off, harshly. He stood up all by himself and walked inside their room.

He closed the door and walked to their closet. He opened it and started getting all his stuffs and he started crying silently. He felt his heart getting heavy from all the happenings, including his injury.

"He should have told me to break up..." He wipes his tears and continued packing up. He heard the door opened and he saw Namjoon coming in. Namjoon gets the clothes from the bed and puts it back inside the cabinet.

"What the hell are you doing?!" Hoseok shouted but Namjoon didn't seem to care.

"Stop..."

"You don't need to leave me..."

"We're over..."

Namjoon sighed and looked at him.

"You'll end us, just by that? Hoseok.... What about my feelings?!"

"Feelings that you just realized, because I'm leaving you..." Hoseok said in a low tone. He bit his lip while looking down. Namjoon sat on the floor and looked at him.

He saw Hoseok in a verge of crying. He was just keeping himself by biting his lip. He tasted his own blood and Namjoon held his hand, but he shook it off.

"My dream went gone... Because of you..." Hoseok continued on getting his things. Namjoon's tears fell and he hugged Hoseok from the back. Hoseok was trying to let himself free from the grip, but he was too strong.

"Namjoon... Please..." Hoseok started crying and Namjoon was just hugging him tightly. "Let me-"

"Don't leave..." Namjoon was still hugging him and Hoseok was just letting his tears fell. He badly wanted Namjoon, but the fact that he saw him with Seokjin, making out. He can't just forget that scene.

Hoseok got a chance to free himself so he immediately put the clothes, without fixing them, in the bag. And gets his crutch and stood up, walking out of the room. He left Namjoon there, crying.

He want to follow Hoseok but he had no guts to do so. He just cried. He was blaming himself for Hoseok, losing his dream.