𝙁𝙀𝙈𝘿𝙊𝙈 ● 𝙆𝙋𝙊𝙋

ANONYMOUS: Canvas

Haze: the fuzziness of a headspace that leaves your mind point blank, the only thing stuck on-loop being him, him, him, circulating like a glitched interrupt floating constantly in your head, preventing you from thinking about anything- not that you could focus on anything else when he's right there, chest heaving beneath you as you sit astride his hips, pretty face flushed from the proximity between you both (and more~), petal lips swollen and sensitive, painted a dark dirty pink, and his hair- God, his hair, the way the bangs swept across the glisten of his forehead, tiny tendrils curling up as they frame the prettiest picture anyone could ever have the pleasure of seeing (and it's all just for you, you, you).

'Need to mark more, need to claim more- mine, mine, all mine, only mine, just for me' coarses through your bloodstream, numbing you down, or is it electrifying? You could swear your body can feel the crackle of electricity, making you shudder as you keep your descent down his neck, sloping down the expanse of his shoulders, dipping into his collarbone where you sink your teeth and suck till it blooms a pretty red, joining all the others littered across your canvas, stunning poppies and violets, clustered pentas and verbenas, brilliant anemone and clematis, a work of art just like him, hearing his blissed out moans sharpen into a pitched cry from the languid baritones they resided in.

These lovebites bloom across his torso as delirium swirls in heavy strokes between the two of you consuming you with an urge so primal you don't want to stop, until...

Your unfocused gaze lands upon his SLR, vague memories of your evening together washing over you like sea foam, the evening that melded away into this very moment.

And then your mind is point blank again, body stretching out to grab ahold of the camera before resuming position once more, hair curtaining around you before tuck it behind your ears, and then click, click, click, reverberates around you, ringing in your ears, yet the only thing registering in your mind is the way he looks up at you intently, eyes hooded and hazed, but sated, laced with something richer than desire: endless, boundless, unconditional love, empowering you, fueling the high you struggle to come down from (not that you want to) as you click away at the camera, toggling at the focus sometimes because it doesn't match the resolution with which you see him.

Silence reigns around you, midnight blanketing over you, yet there is no sense of emptiness; your mind buzzes with the haze, your heart swells and spills over with unbridled love, your body sings with the afterglow of arousal, but most importantly, he's there, and his presence is magnanimous to you, endless as it fills the cracks and crevices in your soul, pouring into you: immortal with the eternity that is him.

i've been working on so many works these days, and well, apparently, i managed to write this on a whim (i knew the general setting of this... vignette? that flashed through my mind a long time ago amidst a tired haze, but it was just that: a vignette, a snippet, a drabble) without any planning as i had wanted to write this unplanned any day i had the motivation to.

and it turned out that the day i'm dead-tired after giving an exam is when i get the motivation 🙃🤦‍♀️

anyway, i'll be free after the 19th of may from exams, and i've fleshed out so many of my ideas that i'll hopefully be able to put out some of those by then!

also, i wanted to know, how are you al doing?? it's been a long time since i talked to my readers, and this book has reached like, 30k+ reads?! seriously?! wow, i never thought i could ever reach that, and so soon too... i'm endlessly thankful for all the love and attention 🥺💕 [and will try to live up to it :")]