Choices | Min Yoongi | On Hold

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"Yes mom" I replied barely listening to what my mother was asking once again. Am I eating good, sleeping good, how are my studies and so on. Every time she calls it's almost the same, but at least I still have both of my parents who care about me so I could never be a brat to them.

"how about boys?" this question got my attention as it was something new. But not a good new.

"don't worry I'm not dating anyone" I feel bad about lying to my parents but they don't even know about Jimin, my ex, who I dated for over 2 years. This is mainly because they always said they will distract me from studies so I was always too scared to tell them, and when I was finally ready to tell them about him things with him went downhill in our relationship.

"good, you're still young boys can wait. How about friends, they're not distracting you from your studies too much, right?" there she goes again thinking I can't have fun and have good grades at the same time.

"no mom, I'm doing great in my classes and I only hang out with them when I finished my work" I replied 

"Oh mom I was meaning to ask you, maybe you could give me your friends' number who has a clothing store here, maybe she could hire me part time" I asked, skeptical, she never liked the idea of me finding a job during my studies as it would 'distract me from them'.

"why would you need a job, you have a full tuition, we pay for your apartment and give you money for food" there she goes again, I hate living off of my parents

"Mom please"

"fine I'll text you her number later" she said and I smiled, finally.

"oh honey I need to go now, your dad needs help" she said and hung up before I could even say bye. Well that's that.

"you good? " Maria asked peeking in to my room

"yep, what's up?" I replied tossing my phone on my bed

"I was thinking of having Hoseok sleepover here since we can't at his tonight" she said a sneaky smile on her lips

"so you're basically throwing me out of our apartment huh?" I said with a chuckle but nodded "don't worry ill try my best to be out after 5 p.m but I will drop by after classes to take some shit so don't do something too soon"

"thanks Dude, can't promise anything tho" she replied and walked out of my room laughing.

Well now I have a problem to figure out who's free for a hangout, I'll deal with that during lunch though.

For some reason my mind went to Yoongi but I have too much pride and will try every other posibility before asking him.

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Guess who has to suck up their pride and ask my last option? This bitch

I swear you can't make this shit up. First, I called Nora but she has a dick appointment tonight which she was more than glad to share the details of, but that wasn't something I really needed so I bid my goodbyes, then I thought maybe Namjoon will be free so I can be a third wheel to him and Mina, but they're going to be out of town to visit his parents.

At moment like these I wish I had more friends, because I really didn't want to depend on a hookup basically to let me sleep over.

Sucking up my pride I decided to text Yoongj.

Luna:
Hey, quick question, could I sleep over at yours?

I checked my phone every two seconds checking if he had texted me, he was my only option at this point and if he said no I really didn't know who could help me. And I don't want to be that roommate that has to sit in her room and listen to her friend fucking.

While I was contemplating my life choices my phone buzzed

Yoongi:
Miss me already? ;)

Luna:
If that makes you say yes, then of course I miss you.

Yoongi:
I could never say no to a princess like you

Luna:
I have a name, but if you can't say no to me then I'll come by at around 5

Yoongi:
Sounds good to me, just a heads up I said I'll go to a party so you're coming with me

Luna:
Oh, okay

I didn't really want to go but I didn't have much of an option, let's just hope it won't be a disaster.

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The second I walked in behind Yoongi I felt weird about this, oh how I wished I didn't have to stay here.

"I'm going to get a drink you want one?" Yoongi asked as soon as we entered.

"No I'm going to drive" I replied, and technically I didn't lie as I actually was driving but in addition I didn't feel safe enough to drink here.

"Okay then, you get your pretty ass comfortable and I'll be back in a bit"

Seconds later he was out of my sight and I didn't really know what to do other than just feel uncomfortable

The whole apartment looked like a mess, even the party I met Yoongi at didn't look this disgusting

There was glass shattered everywhere, stains of unknown substances on the floor and walls.

To add a cherry on top the whole place reeked of alcohol and weed.

I feel like going home.

I really do.