Choices | Min Yoongi | On Hold

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In the end I ended up finding Yoongi and telling him I had an emergency and had to leave.

The whole place felt off and I would rather stay out at night and sneak back in at around 2 or 3 a.m to sleep, I had my car with me since Yoongi and I agreed I'll get us home so worst case scenario I'll sleep there.

So here I am sitting in my car at around 10 p.m thinking of what I could do to pass the time, just then my phone buzzed on the passenger seat.

Yoongi:
Hey, are you still busy?

Oh what the hell.

Luna:
Um, no just chilling now. What's up?

Yoongi:
Well I need a ride home and was hoping you could give me one and maybe stay over ;)

Luna:
Yea sure give me minute.

Well I guess I won't need to stay here for hours, maybe he wants to hang out with me more than party? Nah he probably just got bored.

It took me around 5 minutes to get there since I wasn't that far away and there was barely any traffic at this time.

Luckily Yoongi was smart enough to wait outside, so I won't have to go looking for him

"Hey Lu" he smiled, I could smell the alcohol and weed off of him as soon as he got in the car.

"Hey again, off to yours?" I asked already knowing the answer.

"Yep, just be careful because I would rather not puke in your car" he said with a slight laugh

I only nodded at him and started driving.

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The second we got inside his apartment Yoongi decided he wanted to cuddle on the couch, but he wasn't really giving me the choice.

So here we were sitting on the couch me between his legs my back leaning on his chest.

"This movie is kind of boring" he complained 20 minutes in

"Well you chose it"

"I thought we'd be making out by now"

The fuck? I mean what did I expect but I would rather not have sex with him drunk and high.

"Not in the mood today Yoongi, let's just change the movie" I told him and he looked disappointed but nodded and placed his chin on the top of my head.

"But you choose then"

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I woke up on the couch, my legs and arms tangled with Yoongi's, so it took me a while to stand up and go to the bathroom, but I managed.

After I used the bathroom I went to his kitchen hoping he'd have something to eat for breakfast.

Lucky me he had waffles and some what looked like a couple of bananas that weren't in the best shape, but I thought I'd be good enough for us to eat.

I tried to be as quiet as possible since I figured he'd probably have a pretty bad hangover in the morning and didn't want to deal with angry Yoongi.

"Lu?" I heard his sleepy voice calling me, so I placed the plate on the counter and walked up to the couch

"Yep?" He looked over at me as soon as he heard me and smiled

"Hey, why are you up so early?"

I looked up at the clock that hung on the wall and shrugged "10 a.m isn't that early for me"

"Well it is for me, so come here and let's sleep more" he patted his lap but I shook my head

"Later, I made breakfast let's eat first"

Eating with him made our situation seem normal, like this whole I barely know you but I'm sleeping with you thing is completely sane and okay for us to continue.

It also made me wonder, has he done this with anyone else, sit here with another girl in my seat eating. Is he doing that at same time he is with me?

"What's on your mind Lu?" Jake's words broke me out of my thinking frenzy.

"Oh, nothing" I slumped into my seat, defeated by my own thoughts, I couldn't start liking him. I couldn't do this to myself again.

"Mkay, thanks for the food though, I appreciate the gesture" he said as he was bringing another bite of the crispy waffle to his mouth.

"You're welcome, however for you being rich and living in this apartment I would've thought you'd had more and fresher food, instead I found like 4 things in there next to a bunch of different drinks" I let out a small laugh remembering what sight I witness opening the fridge of his.

"I can't be bothered to shop for groceries, usually I eat out, and sometimes I get some groceries out of boredom"

I looked at him baffled "You only shop for groceries if you're bored? What kind of person goes grocery shopping out of boredom?"

"The kind that just does" he answer made me more confused, but I shut my mouth and just accepted it for what it is.

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I've decided to go back home after cleaning up the dishes.

Yesterday felt off, this whole thing is starting to feel off, makes me wonder if we should continue this. Yet at the same time I can't bring myself to stop this.

I'll just wait and see what comes out of it..