prom night - bokuto x fem!reader

next base

(Warning: sexual content)

Bokuto heartbrokenly furrowed his eyebrows. I could easily see that in his eyes.

"But... you knew Y/n and I were... Do you still like Y/n?" he asked, nervously rubbing his arms.

"I do, Kotaro." Mimi regretfully said.

"Ok," Bokuto looked at me, "I won't stop you from being happy." He then looked at Akaashi and cracked a forced smile, "Take care of her, will you?"

He started walking back towards the gym and I was completely baffled. Then it hit me. I couldn't help but laugh and run after him.

"Kota, wait! I didn't- I didn't kiss her back!" I caught up to him and stopped him in his tracks.

Bokuto already had tears running down his cheeks when I caught up to him. His hair drooped down with his mood and snot was dripping down his nose.

"You didn't?" he tried sniffling in the falling snot.

"No, no I didn't! I don't like her that way, Kota. I only like you that way. You have nothing to worry about." I wiped his tears with my thumbs and grabbed his collar to pull him down into a kiss.

He instantly perked up and kissed me back. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him.

"Way to rub it in..." Mimi mumbled as she and Akaashi approached us.

I pulled my lips away from Bokuto and couldn't help but laugh again.

"I'm sorry, Mimi. I hope you understand." I tried to give her a small smile.

"Yeah, it'll take some time to get over you, but I guess I'll just need someone to give me daily distractions in the meantime~" she cooed at Akaashi.

Akaashi's face immediately turned beet red and walked back into the gym.

The remainder of us snickered at his embarrassment and headed back inside too.

Mimi and I watched our owls practice volleyball until 5:30. We talked a little bit to catch up on what we missed during the week.

"So~ Have you and Akaashi you know?" I wiggled my eyebrows at her.

A light blush was dusted onto her cheeks and buried her face in her hands.

"Our families had Thanksgiving together and after dinner everyone was so loud with all the laughing and talking. Ugh, we just had to get away. We took a late night drive in his car aaand... he took us to an empty parking lot. It was a spur of the moment kind of thing, you know?" Mimi peeked through her hands to look at me.

"Did it um, hurt?" I shyly asked.

"A little since it was my first time. Nothing about that whole experience felt forced between us. It just felt so natural!" she uncovered her eyes and proudly smiled. "None of us ever truly know when we're ready, Y/n, so don't feel like you're obliged to give him your flower." she nudged my arm.

I sat up straight, "I- I'm nowhere near ready! Or at least I don't think I am? I really do like him and I wouldn't mind if he were to be my first time. We're not even at second base yet!" I sighed, "Hardly even at first base."

She gently rubbed my back as I replayed that day he tried taking things to the next level. Bokuto tried to go a little further, but I just couldn't do it.

"What happened with, you know um, Oikawa... It really messed me up. Kota tried um, touching me under my shirt before and I completely chickened out. Sometimes I feel like he could have had anyone he wanted, yet he still chose me. He chose to be with me even though I have zero experience with this kind of stuff. I don't feel pressured to do 'it' with him, but it's just this underlying fear he'll leave me for someone who can give him more." I ran my hands to the roots of my hair and nearly ripped my hair out.