it's 3 am and i'm still thinking of you

Flesh and Bone

Trigger Warning: ED recovery.

Please reach out to your support network (Doctor/therapist/trusted friend/family) if you are struggling. If you do not have a support network, the butterfly foundation is a fantastic resource.
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Tendrils of metal twist painfully - sharp, ragged edges slicing through delicate membranes. Crimson blooms, unable to escape from an internal wound - unseen, invisible. It swirls incessantly, a dull roar thundering in my ears as I feel the last echoes of control slip through my clawed grasp - desperate, famished.

I wish I was study of edges - hard lines that you can trace with your fingertips. Point A to point B. Instead, I swell and roll and fold- ample, copious, and overflowing.

I am flesh in love with bone; a lifelong unrequited affair.