love and lost.

Unfamiliar object.

Ryder woke up the next morning cuddled up to a rather big unfamiliar object, it took her a moment to open up her eyes and to her surprise in front of her was a sleeping boy letting out soft snores every second or so. Ryder had no clue how she ended up cuddled up with Harry but in a way she kind of enjoyed his presence and he was a good at cuddling after all.

She sat there for a moment staring at the boy taking in all of his features all his blemishes and imperfections, she watched his chest rise up and down in rhythm to his snores, she watched how the small hairs in his nose blew every time he breathed. Before today she had never spent the night cuddled up to Harry before but for some reason she felt a feeling of safeness when she was in his arms nothing she had ever experienced before it was unexplainable.

Ryder decided to get up shortly after slowly pulling herself from under the covers not wanting to wake the sleeping boy, she picked up her phone quickly taking a photo of him sleeping the perfect photo to post for his birthday. She slowly opened his bedroom door not wanting to be loud incase of waking both of the boys up, as she shut it behind her she was startled with a small laugh coming from the living area " freezy is that you" she called out.

" yeah well it's not gonna be anyone else is it" he called back letting out a chuckle.

She began making her way over to the living room and plonked herself next to him on the sofa " why are you up so early" she questioned as she scratched the top of her leg.

" i've got a video to shoot today why was you sneaking out of Harry's bedroom huh" he replied shooting her a small smirk.

She rolled her eyes and playfully hit him " i don't even know but some how i woke up in his bed and no don't even think of anything other than just friends i have just had my heart broken" she replied giving the boy a stern look.

Freezy lifted his hands up in the air as a defence " alright alright i know bog would never shag his best mate any way" he replied before making his way back into his bedroom.

Ryder sat there for a seconds thinking of what Freezy had just said of course she would never " shag" her best mate either but she some how enjoyed the thought of being in harry's arms, she shook her head quickly removing any thoughts of the sorts and decided to go and make breakfast. Today she had work at 12pm and it was currently 9am and she still needed to eat, shower, get dressed and arrive there on time. She decided to make her and the boys avocado on toast with spicy scrambled eggs, Ryder often found herself making the boys food even tho they're capable of doing it themselves.

Once she had finished cooking she plated the food up on the table before going and getting the boys from each of their rooms first she started off with Freezy she knocked on the door before calling in " breakfast is on the table" before closing the door behind her she received a small " thank you" from the boy before she made her way over to Harry's room she knew she'd have to wake the boy up as he was never up before this time but he had a sidemen shoot today so he needed to be up and out of bed.

Once she was outside his bedroom door she entered and there he was still fast asleep she walked over to the side of his bed and shook his body gently before tickling the side of his arms, this always made the boy stir. But before she knew it Harry had pulled her on top of him and pulled her in for a hug slowly rubbing his eyes to adjust them to the light. " harry get off you fatty breakfast is on the table" she laughed before pushing herself up from the bed.

He grabbed her arm and attempted to pull her back down " noo come cuddle for 5 more minutes" he pleaded giving her the puppy dog eyes.

She laughed rolling her eyes before shaking her head " no harry i've got work soon and you've got a sidemen shoot so up" she exclaimed before pulling the covers off of him forcing him to get out of bed. She decided to leave him there so she could go and enjoy her breakfast whilst it was still hotish, she quickly inhaled it before making her way over to her own bedroom and taking a long hot shower making sure to wash her hair. Once out she began getting ready for work placing her plain brown and white uniform on and putting her hair up in a bun and placing her cap on the top, she also applied a small natural face of makeup and topped it off with some shiny lip gloss lots of it.

Once done she put her pumps on and grabbed her bag, keys and phone before spraying her favourite perfume on her the one Harry has bought for her every year since they were 16, it was her favourite christmas present to receive.  Before leaving she made sure to say goodbye to the boys giving them both hug's and a small kiss on the head each before leaving the apartment and getting in her uber.

She could have probably walked to work but she was much too lazy for that and much more preferred to pay the £6 uber fee, once she had arrived at the coffee shop she made her way in and said hello to her fellow employees luckily for her today her favourite person to work with was on Lily, her and Lily had worked at the coffee shop together for the last 3 years and both knew the ins and outs of each other's life's and Ryder already knew she would be asking lots of questions about Noah but she didn't mind.

First of she made her way into the back of the shop putting her coat and bag into her locker and switching her phone off, afterwards she put her name tag on and placed a net around her head before placing her cap firmly back on, she then washed her hand throughly before making her way out into the front of the shop. Her tasks were pretty simple all she had to do was serve customers, make coffee and clean the tables easy right?

The day was going quite slow she had spent the majority of the time filling Lily in on all the drama that had happened on her week off and she was of course shocked to have heard the new that Noah and Ryder had split.

" are you going to make a post letting everyone else know you've split?" Lily asked as she cleaned the spout on the coffee machine.

Ryder looked up from the pile of cakes and cookies she was currently laying out in the display " i'm gonna have to eventually i'm just not sure how i'm supposed to tell my 10k followers that my boyfriend has been cheating on me this whole time" she shrugged.

Lily nodded her head " yeah i get what you mean it must be hard having to tell the whole of social media about your own private life"

Ryder let out a small sigh " i think that's the thing i hate the most about social media you're life is now in the hands of everyone else and they want to know your every move" It was true tho Ryders fans had been the first to know about every single little concept of her life even down to what she was eating for her tea and sometimes it did get a little stressful but she tried to just ignore it.

It was nearing the end of the shift and the girls were just about to close up shop until an all familiar face to them both walked in Noah.

started: 1:05pm
wednesday 5th may 2021

finished: 2.19pm
wednesday 5th may 2021

Ahh left you all on a bit of a cliff hanger there😏