The festival was fun. Naruto finally kissed Hinata, and she fainted, of course. Ino and Sakura, as usual, fought over Sasuke, who walked silently behind their group. I thought I saw Kakashi-sensei a few times but was having too much fun to pay attention. I was paying attention to Kiba. He was so perfect, and his dog was so cute. I pushed the thought of him aside. I shouldn't think of someone so out of my league. A sad look had come across my face that I didn't know was there.
"Hey____, you ok?" Sasuke seemed to pick up on my slight sadness. The fact he did was weird because the whole time we were at the fair he was quiet.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I gave a slight smile and continued walking. "Hey I'm gonna head home."
"Awe going home so soon?" Sakura said with slight disappointment. "Well, be safe, ok?" I waved and headed back to Kakashi-sensei's house. I was half way there when I felt the presence of someone behind me. I pulled out my kunai and spun around only to wince from the pain I felt in my stomach. Whoever was behind me picked me up, and we teleported somewhere, where though I'm not sure. The pain started to make my vision blur.
"Shhh, it's ok." A soft, familiar voice cooed in my ear. Kakashi-sensei. I pressed my face into his chest as he laid me down on my bed and rubbed the ointment on my stomach. As he stood up to leave, I reached up and grabbed his hand.
"Sensei? Can you stay with me tonight?" I managed to say before another wave of pain washed over me. He walked over and laid a few inches away from me. I rolled over and closed the space between us, laying my head and arm on his chest. His face had a shocked expression but I was too out of it to notice too much. Soon I was out and dreaming.
It was still dark, but not as dark as before.
"HISSS" That sound is still there..
"Where are you...What do you want" soon a person came into view. I got my Kunai ready. The person came closer. As more of its body came into view, I could tell that this was no human. Sure its face and upper half of its body was human like but the lower half was that of a snake.
"HISSS" the creature said as it slithered closer. I tightened my grip on my Kunai, but in a blink of an eye it was already right in front of my face. I tried to move my hand to stab it, but I was paralyzed by fear. The creature takes on of its long and sharp fingernails and lifts my shirt. With its other hand, it poked the naked flesh on my stomach. Without warning, it stabbed me with its nail and cut me from below my naval to the middle of my chest. The pain was shooting from my body. The creature disappeared, and all is dark again. I lay there screaming in pain but no sound comes out of my mouth.
I sit up in my bed screaming. Kakashi comes running in with a terrified look on his face.
"_______ calm down it's ok" He rushed over to the side of the bed and climbed over to me holding me tightly in his arms while petting my hair. Occasionally he would wipe tears off my face and push my hair back behind my ears. "Shhhh it's ok I'm here, nothing can hurt you while I'm here" He whispered calmly into my ear.
"Why did you leave me sensei?" I whimpered with my face into his chest. He brought his hand up to my face and tilted my head up so he could look at me.
"Who do you like?" The question caught me off guard, and he repeated it again
"Who do I like?" Embarrassed by the answer I hesitated "K-kiba." I responded with a soft, shy voice. I looked up at him and saw his eyes had saddened.
"Would you protect him..." he paused and looked out the window "Would you protect him with your life?" Shocked by the second question more than the first I didn't answer. I just looked at him and blinked.
"I would protect you with my life _______" He continued to look out the window. Did sensei just say he liked me? Is that what he's trying to say?
"S-s--Sensei... Wh-"
"Kakashi" He looked down and smiled "You've been staying in my house for six months, I think you can call me Kakashi now."
"K-Kakashi? What are you trying to say?" Just as I finished talking, he pulled his mask down and softly kissed me. To shocked to move or say anything, I allowed it to happen. Oddly enough, my scar wasn't hurting anymore. Kakashi's kiss began to become more passionate. I had subconsciously lifted my arms and placed them around his neck. His tongue begged for entrance to my mouth, and I allowed. 'Why am I letting him do this? This is my sensei, I don't want this, but yet it feels like a tiny fire has been lit. I mean he looked so attractive without his mask on. Oh god, his face was just soo-- No. I don't want these feelings. I like Kiba. I'd do anything for him. Even if he didn't know or care, I would do anything...but he was to out of my league...I mean not that Kakashi-sensei wasn't.Oh my god...what am I doing?'
Kakashi had laid me down, one of his hands under my head and the other right above my ass. He moved so that his pelvis was between my legs and pushing up against mine. He started kissing my neck occasionally biting the sensitive spot. Slowly he worked his way down to my collar bone. He took the hand that was on my back and slid it under my shirt slowly moving his thumb up along the scar towards my breasts
"K-Kakashi what are you doing-" When I started to talk he paused and looked up at me. Immediately he pulled his hand out from under my shirt, the place where it was now felt cold. He sat up and looked away as he put his mask back up.
"I'm so sorry _______ I don't know what came over me. You're just so beautiful that this time I couldn't stop myself. Please forgive-" I cut him off when I pulled his mask back down and kissed him nearly missing and almost pushing the both of us off the bed. These feelings I never knew I had for him suddenly taking the best of me. I didn't want them, but they were there and burned a hole in me. He pushed me back on the bed, as he did his hips thrust into mine, and I could feel his hardened member up against me. I let out an accidental whimper, and Kakashi chuckled as he came close to my face for a kiss. His lips were millimeters away from mine. I moved closer so I could close that space but as I did so did he, keeping the frustrating distance between our lips. "Are you sure you want to do this, you're shaking" His voice quiet and soft, each word sending chills through my body 'No' I thought as I shook my head yes. At that moment, he closed the space between us, pressing his soft, warm lips against mine, his tongue challenging me. His hand went back up my shirt and again trailing my scar with his thumb. I wrapped my arms around him as his hand crept closer to my breast. He kissed my cheek and slowly moved down giving my neck tiny kisses and occasionally biting it leaving a few bruised marks behind. His hand rested on my bare breast; he squeezed it gently as he pressed his hips against mine more than what they were, pushing a slight moan out of me. "Do you want me?" I looked into his different colored eyes not with want but with a sudden need for him. He understood and went to kiss me.
*CRASH BANG CRASH* We both stopped what we were doing
"Kakashi! You home!?" That oh so familiar voice coming from down stairs. Kakashi doped his head "Naruto.."
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Kakashi x Reader: the feeling I don't want
FanfictionAfter a near fatal injury during the chunin exams, the reader is looked after by their sensei, Kakashi. After months of receiving care and getting to know him, they begin to develop feelings they don't quite understand. For so long they have longed...