|Roomate|-(hedric)

~Chapter 5~

Cedric's pov:

I woke up because i heard something breakinb.I went downstairs to check but it wasn't from there.I runned back upstairs.I went closer to Harry's room and i heard him cry.Why was he crying?Did he break something important by accident?I looked at my room's door.Should i pretend i am asleep or go check on harry?

Come on ced...

I took a deep breath,opened the door and walked closer to harry.I don't think he heard or saw me because he didn't look at me.

"H-harry are you okay?" Ced

"Go to hell!" He shouted

Wtf is wrong with him.

"Sorry i didn't mean that ced..." he said after a while of silence

"Its okay but what happened?" I said and walked closer to him.

"Nothing"

"Oh come on!"

"Okay my only real friends are fake and i realized it now...their names are ron and Hermione.We were together since we were freaking babies,and some days before they started dating.I was okay with it untill they started to only talk to each other.I tried so many fucking times to talk to them but they tell me to shut up"

"Oh gosh i am so sorry"

"You shouldn't be it's not your problem"

"It doesn't matter,they may not be my friends,and i may know you for 2 days  but that doesn't mean i don't want you happy"

"Why do you want me happy?",

I didn't answer.What am i supposed to say?I dont even know why i want him happy...

"I...Because we are roomates and friends?" I said not sure about my answer

"Friends?"

"Yeah...friends"

"I dont want you as my friend...i dont need friends.They just use me"

That really hit different.

"I...should go..." i said and rushed to my room.I locked the door and sat on the floor with my back touching the wall.I punched the wall with all me power.

'I dont want you as my friend' this phrase kept coming in my mind.

He doesn't hate you,he is just mad...Come on cedric why do you even care about him...

And then i heard screaming.It was from harry but it was more happy than sad.I didn't move.I didn't want to know what happened and why he is happy.I lied,i dont actually care about his happiness.I dont care if we live together,i dont care if he likes me,i dont care if his family is dead and he is sad,i dont care about his fake friends,and especially..i don't care about HIM.

Who am i trying to convince...i do care about everything that has to do with him...But i will always be a no one to his eyes.

I then remembered the feeling of hunger...i hadn't eaten breakfast yet.I went downstairs to take something but i wasn't the only one there.

Harry was there aswell,looking at his phone,his green eyes were teary but his face had a smile on.

He kept celebrating every 2 minutes about something so i decided to ask again.

"What happened...why are you so happy?"

"Oh nothing just my godfather and his husband are coming to London and i am probably gonna see them in 1 week!" He said and continued looking at his phone with tears of happiness rolling down his cheeks.