Nothing But Love

Prologue

"Come on, Tori. One drink." Ryan said to me as he pushed a red party cup in my hand, his bright blue eyes staring into mine. I sigh at the brown contents. I'm guessing it had Coke in it. Looking up at the most popluar guy in my school I know I have two choses:

A.) Drink the toxic drink and party.

B.) Leave this dump and get picked on at school.

As fast as I could I gulp down the alcohol. The burning sensation is new to me and I hate it. All of a sudden I feel dizzy and weak but it must be a side affect to drinking.

"Happy, now let's dance." I pull his hand gaining a new confidence. I was only a junior and he was a senior.

When we reached the middle of the crowded house I start grinding my butt on him to the beat. I felt so alive! All focus was gone and all I could hear is the bass of the music and my heartbeat. I felt Ryan's warm hands on my hips and it felt as if they were heating up my body. I didn't like the close contact but my mind and body were somewhere else. I felt ill, but kept dancing.

Ryan turned my body around with a smirk and soon his warm lips were on mine. This was wrong yet I couldn't stop it. What the hell is wrong with me?! The kiss heated up and soon I was being pulled upstairs. Ryan couldn't keep his hands off me and I really was disgusted. I was too weak to push him off though. "Ryan, stop I don't want this." I whispered my head in a daze as he pushed me on a bed.

"Shh, it's alright." He cooed straddling my hips. No, I'm a virgin and I refuse to do this. Using the little strength I had I pushed his body but he was hardly effected. He took my wrist and pulled them over my head, kissing down my body. His hands reached my jeans and he unbuttoned them. A tear ran down my face as reality sunk in.

I was drugged.

I'm getting raped.

Ryan pulled my top off and noticed my tear. "What's wrong." He asked kissing me.

"Please." I barely said on his lips. Everything was spinning and I was slowly losing the battle with my body and mind.

"Just relax." He whispered stroking my hair. That small gesture was enough for me to fall asleep.

***

I woke up to a pounding in my head and a sore feeling in between my legs. I lifted the blanket to see my nude body. I was slowly gaining memory as tears filled my eyes until they spilled out.

Ryan Creed

The drink.

The dancing.

Him bringing me here.

The blood patch on the bed verified my conclusions, Oh god, I was just raped.

I felt so dirty as I raced outside and walked to the busstop. I itched my skin as I felt it crawling. When the bus came I sat in the back. I felt as if everyone was watching like they all knew I was a dirty whore. I ran my fingers through my sweaty blonde hair. Pulling my knees to my chest, I sliently prayed I didn't catch a STD.

When the bus stopped at my street I ran off and down the street. Nice houses with white fences lined up the street and I turned into the lignt blue house with daisies growing in the garden.

"Good morning sir." I spoke to my dominating step father with my head down. I waited for him to response.

"Good morning Victoria." He spoke dismissing me. I ran up the stairs into my room and grabbed a towel taking it into the bathroom.

I turned the water on hot and got in. I scrubbed as hard as I could until my skin was red. Feeling emotionally and physically tired I sat in the tub holding my knees letting the water mix with my tears and the sound of the water hitting the tub slience my sobs. How could I let this happen? I was an honor role student and never got in trouble. I was involved with my school and community and looked up to by little children. Now I'm just a dirty slut. My step sister all ready hates me and she will never let me live this down.

The girl who let the player in her pants. I was just like all the other low self-esteem girls he got with.

I turned off the shower and looked in the mirror. I looked like death. My blue eyes were blood shot and swollen and my neck was full of love bites. Looks like I'm going to be wearing scarfs.

*two weeks later*

It's been 2 weeks since the party and I've decided to go back to school. I've been feeling sick but I needed to get back to my studies. As I entered school I felt like everyone is watching me and whispering. My lips begin to trumble but I fight the urge to cry and keep walking.

As soon as I spot a rather tall guy with light brown hair I run up to him. When he turns around from me tapping his shoulder I grab his hand and pull him into a dark classroom. As soon as he cut the lights on I slap the shit out of him. "You asshole! How dare you touch me like that! I didn't want it you fucking prick!" I shout the tears falling freely now. He destroyed me. Crumbled my soul than walked away living me empty and confused inside.

What are you talking about?" He faked dumb. This added fuel to the fire.

"You raped me! You dirty motherfu-"

Before I could blink a hand connected to my cheek and I was being choked against a wall.

"You little bitch! Tell anyone and I will kill your ass. No one will believe you anyways you have no proof. Keep your mouth shut and this won't happen again." He said and banged my head into the wall than let go off my neck. I dropped to the ground sobbing as he left the room.

Who was I kidding? No one would believe me. Everyone loved him. He was the typical star athlete. I was just the smart girl who was most likely to succeed. I got up just as the bell rung.

I didn't care I could not face my classmates. My head was spinning but as I picked up my bag my stomach churned. I raced to the bathroom and threw up till I had no more to throw up. I felt so weak as I heard someone call my name. "Tori?" A familiar annoying voice said.

Darcy, my older step sister approached the stall with a curious look. When she looked inside the toilet bowl she scrunched up her face."ew, what's wrong?" She asked.

"My stomach still hurts." I said tears blurring my vision again.

She sighed. I know she doesn't want to deal with my tears. "God Victoria! As much as you've been crying and throwing up I would think you're pregnant!" She said throwing her hands up laughing.

As the thought crossed my mind I threw up some more. I heard Darcy make a sound and leave.

Oh no. This can't be happening I'm too young! I just turned sixteen this summer I can't be having a child so soon!

I can't be locked in this school any longer so I raced to the school doors and to the closest pharmacy.

***

I don't think they should have smiley faces for pregnant and a frowning face for not on pregnancy test. Not everyone wanted to get pregnant and this isn't a smiling matter. I sighed as I downed a bottle of water.

I peed on both sticks and waited on my bed with the test.

Who would of thought two small sticks could of held my fate so easily. My life would be over if I'm pregnant. My parents would be ashamed and I would have to find an accused as to why I'm pregnant. I looked at the clock to see three minutes had past. I take a deep breath seating up.

I start sobbing as I see two smiley faces.

No!! I stand up feeling nauseous and back into my drawer makeing it fall. I start throwing everything in my room my anger getting to me.

That jerk couldn't use a condom!

I fall to the ground sobbing and crying. My life is down the drain. There is no turning back. Someone call MTV because my name is Victoria Hipwell and I'm sixteen and pregnant.