ExtraOrdinary (Jerrie)

Chapter 17

OH MY GHOD!😲😲 Here's a new chapter requested by @babypezza.  Sorry for being gone for who knows how long🤣 I've been busy dealing with stuff being thrown at me, and been busy with work so yeah. This chapter is really short another apologies to that, I'll get back with y'all guys by the next chapter (I'll at least try by next chapter) and next time will try to be consistent which is impossible. But anyways.. Here yah go.❤️❤️❤️

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(Perrie POV)

I am sitting on a grass field trying to calm myself down. This past month have been eventful, fun and scary stuff had occured.

"Are you ready?" I heard someone spoke.

"Huh?" I replied

"We have to leave" The deep voiced man replied

"I don't know, My father said it's not a good idea"

"I've shown you what I can show you Perrie.. Every move and decisions you do, counts" He said

"I know. Isn't that how life works? I know that regret is in the end. But I haven't had enough time to think" 

"This is important Perrie. The whole world's sake is in the palm of your hands" He said and disappeared into thin air.

And everything started ringing around me, it got louder and louder until it became unbearable.

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I awoke from the breeze coming from my half opened window. I took my phone on top of my night stand and looked at the. 3:06am.. I looked at my surroundings to familiarized myself from the confusion of my sudden awakening. I put my phone down and rested my face on both palms of my hands. I took a deep breathe feeling anxious from the dream, and pressure from everything. I just want to burst out in tears

"I don't deserve this" I whispered as the emotions started rising up, making my heart beat accelerate like it never been before. But before I could break down, I felt stirring beside me, I look down and saw my beautiful girlfriend. Jade. What if I got her in trouble from my decision? What if I got everyone in trouble for not following simple instructions? 

"Yeah simple" I said as I sink in my palms again.

I think Jade felt all the commotions, as I heard her speak up

"Baba?" I heard her say

I look down and tried to compose myself as I see concern building up on her face.

"Are you alright? What happened?" She sat up straight going closer to me as she held me in her arms

I sank my face in her neck as I can't hold in all this pressure and emotions anymore. I burst out in tears, whimpering quietly in her neck, I wrapped my arms around her as I held her tighter and her doing the same

"Baba... You can tell me everything. You can tell us everything, I may not know what it feels, but just remember that we're here for you. You are not alone" She whispered as she kiss my head

"Your birthday just ended love" She added

My crying subsided slowly as I bury my face further in her neck.

"I-I know... And I'm stressing so much Jadey. I don't know what to do anymore" I choked out

"Shhhhh... That's how it is baba, first you'll never know but, as we go further we learn, don't be too hard on yourself babe, you are doing what you can do. For the mean time, make use of what you know and what you have learned to grabbed the things you haven't grasped" She cooed and lifted my chin up to make eye contact