Unwanted

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"Lex wake up it's almost 11" I heard a voice whisper. I turned around and opened my eyes to see Trevor bent down to face me. Confused on why he was here I tried remembering what happened last night.

Memories flooded back from Kian and I's little arguement, and I remembered that Trevor took me to his house afterwards because I couldn't find my apartment keys.

I looked up at Trevor, and smiled, so I forced a smile back. "Lexi c'mon lets go out and eat, does that sound good?" He asked, and I nodded slowly as I got out of the rather comfy bed. "Do you need anything?" He asked, and I replied no. He smiled one more time before exiting the room I was staying in.  

I loved Trevor, as a little brother of course. He was always the first person to make sure I was ok, and he always put me before him, which I was grateful for. I have no idea what I would do with out Trevor.

I looked at my self in the mirror, and cringed at the view I saw. My hair was a mess, my mascrea was all over the place due to my crying, and I had dark circles under my eyes from a restless night. I sighed as I remembered the events that occured last night, and decided to check my phone.

Kian had called and texted me a bunch, apologizing for his behavior, but I ignored his messages. Sam and Jc both texted me to make sure I was ok, and I replied saying that I was fine.Even though I wasn't fine.

I just don't know how much more of Kian and I fighting over small stupid stuff I could take, it broke me a bit more each time we argued. The thought of him made me so happy and upset at the same time. 

You need to talk to him, I thought to myself. I tossed the thought I had back and forth, I was practically arguring with myself about talking to him. But of course the side I didn't want winning won.

"Trevor?" I called as I opened my door, and he appeared in front of me within seconds. "Yeah?" He asked, "can you take me to my house, er I mean Kian's house before we go out? I need to get clothes and stuff." I asked, and he nodded.

"Yeah of course, do you want to stay here tonight also? You are always welcomed." He offered, and I shurgged my shoulders. "It honestly depends on how things go today" I responded and he nodded.

"Ok lets go, yeah?" he asked, and I followed hm out to the car. I got in the drivers seat, and he got in beside me.

The car ride was silent, but it wasn't awkward at all. When we finally reached the house, we both got out of the car. "Take your time, I have to talk to Jc about something anyway" Trevor said, and I nodded.

I fished out my keys to the house, and nervously unlocked it. The first person  I saaw was Jc, who was sitting on the couch with Wishbone and Hazel. "Lexi! Are you ok? Are you staying?" He quickly asked as he jumped out of his seat.

"I just came to get clothes" I stated, and went to Kian and I's room hoping he wasn't there.

To my luck, he was sitting there on our bed scrolling though his phone. When he saw me he shot out of his seat and rushed towards me. 

"Lex are you ok? I'm so sorry" He said, but I didn't answer him, I just blankly said "I'm just getting some clothes."

"Where are you going?"

"Out with Trevor, I think I'm staying the night at his again too"

"At his house?"

"Yes! Dammit Kian yes" I yelled, was he really going to get angry about this?

"Why don't you stay here?" He asked and I rolled my eyes, "because I don't want to be around you at the moment, do you not understand that? Kian yesterday you tried actually hurting me!" I snapped.

"I said I was sorry!" He said raising his voice, and I laughed. "You think saying sorry is going to fix this? Kian you freaked out on me for hanging out with my friend, that day was kinda shit as it was and you just tried assuming the worst and flipping out" I said, raising my voice also.

"Lexi you are over reacting" He stated, and I completly lost it. "Im over reacting? Me?! Because of you over reacting all the fucking time we are in this position right now! Kian I feel like you only care about me when I hang out with other guys, you don't seem to care for me besides that" I yelled, tears were threatning to spill out.

"Well maybe thats because I don't care!" He shouted, and I stared at him in shock, "excuse me?" 

"Lexi I don't care for you, the only reason I started dating you was to get Andrea jealous, then I had to actually ask you out so people thought it was real. This is a fucking joke, you mean nothing to me, you were just some girl who I ran into, and decided would do the job I needed done!" He shouted, and I was speechless. 

He didn't care about me.

He didn't want me.

He didn't love me.

I was just a toy that he messed around with, and now he's bored with me. "Fuck you" I said, it was barely above a whisper. I grabbed my bag full of clothes and everything, and ran to the door. 

"Good bye forever I guess" I said as I opened the door, "wait Lexi I-" 

"Kian don't even fucking talk, you made it loud and clear that you don't want me, this is me leaving, goodbye." I said as I opened the door, and closed it for the last time. 

I ran downstairs and collapsed in someones arms, I don't know whos and I didn't care whos. But I was broken, and I don't know if I was going to be able to put back the pieces by myself.

-KIAN'S POV-

I fucked up, and this time I won't be able to fix it.

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Aghhh drama!
        

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